Dono why I'm updating this time.
One stupid person come tell me he/she enjoy reading. @@
Give me the same reaction when I say abandon this thing.
This year gonna be the year that I tell most lie.
Not to others but myself.
Lie to myself about so many times.
Non-stop creating lie so that I can continue my daily life easier.
But it feels sucks when I get to know the truth.
And create another illusion just to confuse myself.
How brilliant my brain in doing such things.
Please.
Don use such eyes anymore.
If you know what I mean.
You don have to do it.
Coz I'm doing it as a full-time job.
As long as in site of view.
好人?坏人?
假坏人我做多了。
做到我麻木了。
真坏人倒是没做过。
不知道要做哪一种人。
很想做一次和最后一次的坏人。
If you saw some share pic in Facebook that full of I'm Sorry.
That's what I wanna say.
'sorry **** * **** ***'
Miserable? Shiok?
That's all.
2+3
Ciao.
Monday, 18 June 2012
Wednesday, 6 June 2012
5-6-2012
What can I do?
Sit like a dumb and do nth?
I know what u are trying to tell me.
But don say till so bad.
I still value her.
Thought I dono why should I.
Can't even escape a day with going thru insomnia.
Even now still the same.
Typing this in the middle of night.
Eyes open so big some more.
Head full of things.
Sometime I know abt it sometime dont.
Seems like I have prob handling my hp.
"phonephonia"?
I can't even bare to hold it in my hand.
Not even checking MSG and contacts.
同人不同命.
Not all are as supportive as some.
Thought u are.
But ended up get betray.
Maybe I just have to use to it.
Maybe u did it unintentionally, but yet still giving the same effect.
A lot more to type. But I think should be enough for now.
That's all.
... So I have to face the same situation over here.
But since here is personal.
2+3
Ciao.
Sit like a dumb and do nth?
I know what u are trying to tell me.
But don say till so bad.
I still value her.
Thought I dono why should I.
Can't even escape a day with going thru insomnia.
Even now still the same.
Typing this in the middle of night.
Eyes open so big some more.
Head full of things.
Sometime I know abt it sometime dont.
Seems like I have prob handling my hp.
"phonephonia"?
I can't even bare to hold it in my hand.
Not even checking MSG and contacts.
同人不同命.
Not all are as supportive as some.
Thought u are.
But ended up get betray.
Maybe I just have to use to it.
Maybe u did it unintentionally, but yet still giving the same effect.
A lot more to type. But I think should be enough for now.
That's all.
... So I have to face the same situation over here.
But since here is personal.
2+3
Ciao.
Sunday, 3 June 2012
3-6-2012
Overslept today.
Forgot to pack my shirts for trip to hometown.
Simply take shower and pack then off to eat dim sum.
Dono why today's traffic was so jam.
Took me so long to reach Melaka.
Almost 3 hour+ @@
Went to old town coz grandma not at home.
Ish the wifi. -.-
Drinks still that exp.
Then dinner eat crab~
Not bad sia. Kinda like it.
My cousin left for me do many shirts.
Try and try.
Like doing a runway show sia. ~.~
All branded lo. G2000 and all those.
Really know how to spend money sia him.
Din get to type this on the way bk.
Everyone is awake.
So all I can do is think.
Think that why say such thing to you.
It doesn't make me feel better, instead more suffering.
I wan to see u type, speak and smile.
Every massage isn't from you.
Is from stupid celcom.
I used to text u every time on the way bk.
But I only can whole my phone in my hand and looking at it. Look at the kitty.
The last time I went old town with u.
I still remember it.
What event. Who at there. Everything still in my mind.
I still remember u are the last one to leave the restaurant. Sit in a avanza/innova (can't differentiate it)
That's all.
2+3
Ciao
Forgot to pack my shirts for trip to hometown.
Simply take shower and pack then off to eat dim sum.
Dono why today's traffic was so jam.
Took me so long to reach Melaka.
Almost 3 hour+ @@
Went to old town coz grandma not at home.
Ish the wifi. -.-
Drinks still that exp.
Then dinner eat crab~
Not bad sia. Kinda like it.
My cousin left for me do many shirts.
Try and try.
Like doing a runway show sia. ~.~
All branded lo. G2000 and all those.
Really know how to spend money sia him.
Din get to type this on the way bk.
Everyone is awake.
So all I can do is think.
Think that why say such thing to you.
It doesn't make me feel better, instead more suffering.
I wan to see u type, speak and smile.
Every massage isn't from you.
Is from stupid celcom.
I used to text u every time on the way bk.
But I only can whole my phone in my hand and looking at it. Look at the kitty.
The last time I went old town with u.
I still remember it.
What event. Who at there. Everything still in my mind.
I still remember u are the last one to leave the restaurant. Sit in a avanza/innova (can't differentiate it)
That's all.
2+3
Ciao
Friday, 1 June 2012
1-6-2012
So.. I'm back.
Maybe juz awhile? I don't even know it.
Just that I have the feeling that I should type something today.
Preparing it for 1-6 blog post although it's 31-5 today.
But then.. I will post it on 12a.m
Having my exam for the whole May.
Roughly I sleep for 3 hours on weekdays.
Weekend leh.. 5 hours?
Don't ask me what i did on weekend.
Really disappointing only. -.-
Push and push myself to study.
Although I don't even what's the use of it.
Maybe juz awhile? I don't even know it.
Just that I have the feeling that I should type something today.
Preparing it for 1-6 blog post although it's 31-5 today.
But then.. I will post it on 12a.m
Having my exam for the whole May.
Roughly I sleep for 3 hours on weekdays.
Weekend leh.. 5 hours?
Don't ask me what i did on weekend.
Really disappointing only. -.-
Push and push myself to study.
Although I don't even what's the use of it.
Result won't be that good after all, din really pay attention to my papers.
And yea! stupid English paper.
Worst exam ever.. delayed exam and resit for English paper.
But there's a good part.
Demonstration or 'pemberontakan' in school for the 1st time in the history of SMK Seksyen 4.
Nice job for those who sacrifice and get caught by Mr Khoo. *Salute*
When to the undang talk on Wednesday.
IC spoil. -.-
5 hours of course.
Can see smoke rising from butt adi.
On Thursday went to redo my IC.
Guess what.. It takes 1-3 months to redo 1 stupid IC.
How am I suppose to sit for the computer test?
All of us still so happy say that wan sit on coming Wednesday.
GG ba.
If I din get good result as my parents wish, sorry then.
I couldn't concentrate on my papers.
Instead, I choose to look at 11 o'clock from my sit.
Wishing her luck more than myself on every paper.
Dumb? Maybe..
But that I did from last time.
Had became a habit.
Never thought that hols getting worse.
Morning till night.
And continue by the next day.
Still can't stop it.
I dono abt u. But this is happening to me all the time.
Of so many k-drama. I choose secret garden to watch.
The reason is I get attracted by the trailer.
The screen that show what we in.
Din manage to type finish.
So that's all for now.
2+3
Ciao.
And yea! stupid English paper.
Worst exam ever.. delayed exam and resit for English paper.
But there's a good part.
Demonstration or 'pemberontakan' in school for the 1st time in the history of SMK Seksyen 4.
Nice job for those who sacrifice and get caught by Mr Khoo. *Salute*
When to the undang talk on Wednesday.
IC spoil. -.-
5 hours of course.
Can see smoke rising from butt adi.
On Thursday went to redo my IC.
Guess what.. It takes 1-3 months to redo 1 stupid IC.
How am I suppose to sit for the computer test?
All of us still so happy say that wan sit on coming Wednesday.
GG ba.
If I din get good result as my parents wish, sorry then.
I couldn't concentrate on my papers.
Instead, I choose to look at 11 o'clock from my sit.
Wishing her luck more than myself on every paper.
Dumb? Maybe..
But that I did from last time.
Had became a habit.
Never thought that hols getting worse.
Morning till night.
And continue by the next day.
Still can't stop it.
I dono abt u. But this is happening to me all the time.
Of so many k-drama. I choose secret garden to watch.
The reason is I get attracted by the trailer.
The screen that show what we in.
Din manage to type finish.
So that's all for now.
2+3
Ciao.
Wednesday, 2 May 2012
3-5-2012
Laugh to cover the sadness.
Yea it's true.
But till now I still can't manage to smile.
Miss those moment that i can actually smile without any reason.
Just like a freak smiling.
All I can do is juz look at u from far far away.
Some notice by u but mostly no.
From canteen to anjung and blok.
Pray every night.
Sacrificing my important things just for the most important person.
Important things is like kinda a lot sia.
I don even know how many I had said.
But I remember that I throw away my tourney dream.
Just for this.
Dumb perhaps.
But still worthy.
Sweet, why u no become bigger.
So that I can catch the hand instead the sweet which only use 2 fingers to catch it.
Science lab..
Putting ur hand behind..
But see no touch.
...
Dud u remember I told u abt tuck in?
If remember then u know what I wan to tell le.
Dislike celcom.
Always make me thought u reply.
Ended up always failed me.
Thx for the person who claim to be give a small support.
Srsly thank you.
Of all finally get it.
Your 'help' I dono when only I will asked. @@
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Yea it's true.
But till now I still can't manage to smile.
Miss those moment that i can actually smile without any reason.
Just like a freak smiling.
All I can do is juz look at u from far far away.
Some notice by u but mostly no.
From canteen to anjung and blok.
Pray every night.
Sacrificing my important things just for the most important person.
Important things is like kinda a lot sia.
I don even know how many I had said.
But I remember that I throw away my tourney dream.
Just for this.
Dumb perhaps.
But still worthy.
Sweet, why u no become bigger.
So that I can catch the hand instead the sweet which only use 2 fingers to catch it.
Science lab..
Putting ur hand behind..
But see no touch.
...
Dud u remember I told u abt tuck in?
If remember then u know what I wan to tell le.
Dislike celcom.
Always make me thought u reply.
Ended up always failed me.
Thx for the person who claim to be give a small support.
Srsly thank you.
Of all finally get it.
Your 'help' I dono when only I will asked. @@
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Thursday, 26 April 2012
26-4-2012
It's 5 months.
Around this time.
U asked.
Dumb me go accept.
Is a hint or no?
I really blur.
Have no idea what's that abt.
Get scold without any reason.
I dono what to say.
Juz like so innocent.
But I choose to not to argue.
Less prob to face.
What I miss catch?
Instead of eraser?
What will u do?
I really hope get to see what's ur expression.
一个爱打, 一个愿挨
就是酱。
When I tell teacher let me think abt redo my bc oral.
Not that I don like bc.
Juz that...
I lose my target for bc.
No purpose for me to study for it.
The reason is with aunty.
But it's last year.
So I continued.
Spray water to my face during shower.
So that water and tears would mix up.
Making myself to believe that I'm not drop any tears.
But what's the use. After shower also the same.
Still visible.
Hope u accept it.
#prayforit
That's all
Ciao.
2+3
Around this time.
U asked.
Dumb me go accept.
Is a hint or no?
I really blur.
Have no idea what's that abt.
Get scold without any reason.
I dono what to say.
Juz like so innocent.
But I choose to not to argue.
Less prob to face.
What I miss catch?
Instead of eraser?
What will u do?
I really hope get to see what's ur expression.
一个爱打, 一个愿挨
就是酱。
When I tell teacher let me think abt redo my bc oral.
Not that I don like bc.
Juz that...
I lose my target for bc.
No purpose for me to study for it.
The reason is with aunty.
But it's last year.
So I continued.
Spray water to my face during shower.
So that water and tears would mix up.
Making myself to believe that I'm not drop any tears.
But what's the use. After shower also the same.
Still visible.
Hope u accept it.
#prayforit
That's all
Ciao.
2+3
Wednesday, 25 April 2012
25-4-2012
Currently on phone with Leon.
Talking over his thing.
Asking me.. But I'm a failure.
Not even have the right to give any opinion.
All those are craps only.
Don believe it.
Btw gambateh ba.
Beginner is always better than pros. =3
When Leon ask bk me what I'm doing.
And he knew the answer and asked me agn.
I juz say yea yea.
Guess I won't need to say what's the answer.
Sometime I hope we din bang up.
But at the same time I wan it too.
U turn and move away.
But ur eyeball stays. I'm not that noob srsly.
Day by day. Waiting for the reply.
Once at twitter ME column got light, I thought was ur reply.
Click with hope and end with nth.
Actually I dwan update.
But when I check bk my traffic source
U are the only 1 checking using iPod..
I'm stunned and I feel like I at least have to post something down here in return.
Suddenly think of birthday.
Din ask for anything but a wish.
But the wish doesn't seem to be with me.
BWF that's the wish.
Did u still remember what u told me?
Try as hard as possible to......
Ps Leon for close ur hp. If not really can't type.
That's all. 2+3
Talking over his thing.
Asking me.. But I'm a failure.
Not even have the right to give any opinion.
All those are craps only.
Don believe it.
Btw gambateh ba.
Beginner is always better than pros. =3
When Leon ask bk me what I'm doing.
And he knew the answer and asked me agn.
I juz say yea yea.
Guess I won't need to say what's the answer.
Sometime I hope we din bang up.
But at the same time I wan it too.
U turn and move away.
But ur eyeball stays. I'm not that noob srsly.
Day by day. Waiting for the reply.
Once at twitter ME column got light, I thought was ur reply.
Click with hope and end with nth.
Actually I dwan update.
But when I check bk my traffic source
U are the only 1 checking using iPod..
I'm stunned and I feel like I at least have to post something down here in return.
Suddenly think of birthday.
Din ask for anything but a wish.
But the wish doesn't seem to be with me.
BWF that's the wish.
Did u still remember what u told me?
Try as hard as possible to......
Ps Leon for close ur hp. If not really can't type.
That's all. 2+3
Wednesday, 18 April 2012
18-4-2012
I'm here agn! -.-
Never expect that much thing can write.
Whole day doing the BC oral.
Teacher give me delay it till SAT. Why Saturday..
And now teacher din reply my MSG. -.- dono tomoro how..
CS singing compy today.
Aiyer.. Aaron and wingshen ar. U 2 should get top3 one ar.
Every year the result so unexpected. Zzz
Aaron don be sad.
You still a singer in our life.
Maybe a star in the future! =3
Look at u when u changed to prefect uniform.
Srsly not use to it.
Everyone looks so diff. @@
Never expect u even tie the yellow ribbon to ur hair.
(Y)
I missed both chances today.
To grab it.
I hesistae. Dono why I do so.
I always dream abt what I should do and tell after I grab it.
But I never do it be4.
有矛盾就要解决。
This is what we learn in BC class.
And a lot more.
Forgot what are those adi.
So don run.
Come come.
Opened wide.
After the CS, saw u picking rubbish on the floor.
Those paper was so small and hard to pick up.><
Then I think of I do help sweep the floor.
But this year I have to carry tables and chairs.
Unable to do anything. =\
U know I know we both know.
There's some thing not done.
I hope my sense doesn't betray me.
Coz it always betray me in exam only.
Other than that always correct.
So this time shouldn't be wrong.
Pls.
Not sure whether u got listen the song or not.
If got then u know what I wan to say.
If no, listen it.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Never expect that much thing can write.
Whole day doing the BC oral.
Teacher give me delay it till SAT. Why Saturday..
And now teacher din reply my MSG. -.- dono tomoro how..
CS singing compy today.
Aiyer.. Aaron and wingshen ar. U 2 should get top3 one ar.
Every year the result so unexpected. Zzz
Aaron don be sad.
You still a singer in our life.
Maybe a star in the future! =3
Look at u when u changed to prefect uniform.
Srsly not use to it.
Everyone looks so diff. @@
Never expect u even tie the yellow ribbon to ur hair.
(Y)
I missed both chances today.
To grab it.
I hesistae. Dono why I do so.
I always dream abt what I should do and tell after I grab it.
But I never do it be4.
有矛盾就要解决。
This is what we learn in BC class.
And a lot more.
Forgot what are those adi.
So don run.
Come come.
Opened wide.
After the CS, saw u picking rubbish on the floor.
Those paper was so small and hard to pick up.><
Then I think of I do help sweep the floor.
But this year I have to carry tables and chairs.
Unable to do anything. =\
U know I know we both know.
There's some thing not done.
I hope my sense doesn't betray me.
Coz it always betray me in exam only.
Other than that always correct.
So this time shouldn't be wrong.
Pls.
Not sure whether u got listen the song or not.
If got then u know what I wan to say.
If no, listen it.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Tuesday, 17 April 2012
17-4-2012
Never though that I will update so so so soon. @@
I thought will be like after 1 week or so.
But since here adi, juz type lo.
Cm.. I gonna take revenge sia.
Aaaa my Chemi exercise ruined by u sia. -.-
Eh.. I forgot take my weapon to skol liao.
Tomoro morning I gonna take. Prepare ba. *evil laugh*
Look at ur hair kena tie up by other's agn.
Feel like laughing so much.
Especially when they pull up the middle part of the hair.
I almost LOL.
So damn funny.
But of coz when finish nice lo. =3
Once I reach tuition, I stunned.
'why that place?'
And Joshua used troll face looking at me.
Speechless. ==
Totally can't concentrate in Chemi class.
Eyes dwan folo my order. @@
Duh. But what can I say.
Confused with my own emotional..
Dono which one to choose.
Happy? Worry? Emo? Act like nth?
I know I'm not fully get to know every single thing.
So I wanna another chance to do it.
To make this better than it used to be.
The thing I din tell.
Next time when it's time I only tell ba.
Not really important for u.
But to me yes.
Zzz wanna use the what the Chemi teacher said.
But forgotten adi.
Aaa don care it.
I remember is like sit and stand something like that.
@@
If u know, then my point is why stay at the same place when u can exceed what u can.
Rather staying in the same place.
No reply in viber nor hp.
I know something is in ur mind.
So I will just shhh for few days.
Hope u fall asleep adi.
No good for staying late.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
I thought will be like after 1 week or so.
But since here adi, juz type lo.
Cm.. I gonna take revenge sia.
Aaaa my Chemi exercise ruined by u sia. -.-
Eh.. I forgot take my weapon to skol liao.
Tomoro morning I gonna take. Prepare ba. *evil laugh*
Look at ur hair kena tie up by other's agn.
Feel like laughing so much.
Especially when they pull up the middle part of the hair.
I almost LOL.
So damn funny.
But of coz when finish nice lo. =3
Once I reach tuition, I stunned.
'why that place?'
And Joshua used troll face looking at me.
Speechless. ==
Totally can't concentrate in Chemi class.
Eyes dwan folo my order. @@
Duh. But what can I say.
Confused with my own emotional..
Dono which one to choose.
Happy? Worry? Emo? Act like nth?
I know I'm not fully get to know every single thing.
So I wanna another chance to do it.
To make this better than it used to be.
The thing I din tell.
Next time when it's time I only tell ba.
Not really important for u.
But to me yes.
Zzz wanna use the what the Chemi teacher said.
But forgotten adi.
Aaa don care it.
I remember is like sit and stand something like that.
@@
If u know, then my point is why stay at the same place when u can exceed what u can.
Rather staying in the same place.
No reply in viber nor hp.
I know something is in ur mind.
So I will just shhh for few days.
Hope u fall asleep adi.
No good for staying late.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Saturday, 14 April 2012
16-4-2012
Boredom leads me here.
Once get twitter bk I abandon my blog. -.-..
I'm fine?
I'm never be good be4.
Nth been good after u left.
Tons of prob, unable to solve most of it.
Everyday telling myself.
It will happen, very soon.
But I don even know when and how,
Not much I can do.
Only can wait patiently.
Pray for that day to come faster.
Today morning's weather was so hot.
U turn and (indirectly facing at me) and looking at those worksheet.
I think of how I block sunlight from shine directly to u.
Using body as umbrella. @@
Was doing hw halfway.
Puff. Suddenly think of old MSG.
M***
That time I still dono what it means.
Dumb me.
Still asked and u dwanna tell.
Lastly I only get it.
Such a noob.
I din blame u for think too much.
Coz everytime u also told me abt it.
I'm not worry abt things u worry abt.
Why should you worry?
Dwan repeat.
So change it.
As simple as that.
Juz a 3 letter will do.
Here is it.
Not sure when would be the next update.
But appreciate u come here every single day.
Ciao.
2+3
Once get twitter bk I abandon my blog. -.-..
I'm fine?
I'm never be good be4.
Nth been good after u left.
Tons of prob, unable to solve most of it.
Everyday telling myself.
It will happen, very soon.
But I don even know when and how,
Not much I can do.
Only can wait patiently.
Pray for that day to come faster.
Today morning's weather was so hot.
U turn and (indirectly facing at me) and looking at those worksheet.
I think of how I block sunlight from shine directly to u.
Using body as umbrella. @@
Was doing hw halfway.
Puff. Suddenly think of old MSG.
M***
That time I still dono what it means.
Dumb me.
Still asked and u dwanna tell.
Lastly I only get it.
Such a noob.
I din blame u for think too much.
Coz everytime u also told me abt it.
I'm not worry abt things u worry abt.
Why should you worry?
Dwan repeat.
So change it.
As simple as that.
Juz a 3 letter will do.
Here is it.
Not sure when would be the next update.
But appreciate u come here every single day.
Ciao.
2+3
Tuesday, 3 April 2012
3-4-2012
1st day for my physics and chemistry tuition.
Omg.. I don even know what teacher talking.
At 1st still can concentrate, until Alvin. -.-
Non stop playing sia both of us.
The whole physics I only know E=Pt @@
Can SEA gamer grow up abit?
Pure player being accused as hacker while hacker become their best friend.
What's happening?
Speechless. =X
Yea I admit.
Jealousy arise in me.
Dono how, when and why.
Just suddenly pop up from no where.
Took a.math as tempo numb-pill.
@@
Glad that u brought u jacket.
Use it like cushion.
Looks comfy.
Eyes cant take away from u.
Even can listen the sound u make when drinking water. @@
Yea I'm sure abt what I told u.
No doubt.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Omg.. I don even know what teacher talking.
At 1st still can concentrate, until Alvin. -.-
Non stop playing sia both of us.
The whole physics I only know E=Pt @@
Can SEA gamer grow up abit?
Pure player being accused as hacker while hacker become their best friend.
What's happening?
Speechless. =X
Yea I admit.
Jealousy arise in me.
Dono how, when and why.
Just suddenly pop up from no where.
Took a.math as tempo numb-pill.
@@
Glad that u brought u jacket.
Use it like cushion.
Looks comfy.
Eyes cant take away from u.
Even can listen the sound u make when drinking water. @@
Yea I'm sure abt what I told u.
No doubt.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Sunday, 1 April 2012
1-4-2012
The day that I hope and fear the most.
Once I woke up, str8 give myself a face palm.
Can't even get out of mind.
Whole day just full of memories.
1st, others 1st I can ignore.
But not this.
Once I remind myself.
Goose bump agn.
Slept for the afternoon.
Just to stop thinking.
But still fail, it appeared in dream.
Did u say it willingly last time?
No isn't it?
Then I don get it adi.
Is like a same thing.
But diff situation.
Don afraid.
Will make sure u say it continuously.
Coz I really wan to deal with it.
Read bk what I told u.
Get things right.
It's left 30 minutes time for today to end.
But I still putting hope on decision.
Decision that will change everything bk to normal.
Decision that will make both of us never regret.
Decision that will cr8 happiness and erase awkwardness,guilty-ness away.
Just let me stay.
In it for one more time.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Once I woke up, str8 give myself a face palm.
Can't even get out of mind.
Whole day just full of memories.
1st, others 1st I can ignore.
But not this.
Once I remind myself.
Goose bump agn.
Slept for the afternoon.
Just to stop thinking.
But still fail, it appeared in dream.
Did u say it willingly last time?
No isn't it?
Then I don get it adi.
Is like a same thing.
But diff situation.
Don afraid.
Will make sure u say it continuously.
Coz I really wan to deal with it.
Read bk what I told u.
Get things right.
It's left 30 minutes time for today to end.
But I still putting hope on decision.
Decision that will change everything bk to normal.
Decision that will make both of us never regret.
Decision that will cr8 happiness and erase awkwardness,guilty-ness away.
Just let me stay.
In it for one more time.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
31-3-2012
1st of all.
Happy birthday to u.
What I could do is juz a tweet, fb wall post and drawing only.
Not even a wish.
Din even sleep for this day.
Whole day walk around in the skol.
Sat at the corner and chat.
We like security guard, saw ppl come out from room then use torchlight to ask them go bk. #likeaboss
Sleep in the middle of tapak. Nice nice =3
3 guys in 1 group.
Thought we will fail until very funny.
But not bad leh.
Still can manage. ~.~
So pain sia my leg.
Walk also got prob. @@
Poor poor slipper.
Play game till spoilt. -.-
Manicure and pikachu face whole day. @@
Haiz... Wish so badly for the answer.
But not given.
At night, looking at the sky.
Pray, pray and pray.
But not granted any of it.
Think of last year camp.
Someone is missing.
Is u.
Can't believe u know my iPod pass.
I thought it would be forgotten.
I wan to change pass be4.
But ended up I can't change.
It brings too much thing for me.
That's why u get to unlock my iPod.
Look at u sleeping on the floor.
Do u know how much disappointment I put in myself.
For not doing anything for it.
Although I know what I can and should do.
Everytime u walk pass me.
Wanna hold u bk so badly.
Coz I dwan u to go away.
Stay..
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Happy birthday to u.
What I could do is juz a tweet, fb wall post and drawing only.
Not even a wish.
Din even sleep for this day.
Whole day walk around in the skol.
Sat at the corner and chat.
We like security guard, saw ppl come out from room then use torchlight to ask them go bk. #likeaboss
Sleep in the middle of tapak. Nice nice =3
3 guys in 1 group.
Thought we will fail until very funny.
But not bad leh.
Still can manage. ~.~
So pain sia my leg.
Walk also got prob. @@
Poor poor slipper.
Play game till spoilt. -.-
Manicure and pikachu face whole day. @@
Haiz... Wish so badly for the answer.
But not given.
At night, looking at the sky.
Pray, pray and pray.
But not granted any of it.
Think of last year camp.
Someone is missing.
Is u.
Can't believe u know my iPod pass.
I thought it would be forgotten.
I wan to change pass be4.
But ended up I can't change.
It brings too much thing for me.
That's why u get to unlock my iPod.
Look at u sleeping on the floor.
Do u know how much disappointment I put in myself.
For not doing anything for it.
Although I know what I can and should do.
Everytime u walk pass me.
Wanna hold u bk so badly.
Coz I dwan u to go away.
Stay..
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Thursday, 29 March 2012
29-3-2012
It's time for camp.
Lol msn meeting with Leon.
Discuss how many shirt we should bring, things and a lot more.
But fail webcam. -.-
Wanna learn hand language tgt de.
If u can't move on, stay pls.
Spaces are reserved for u.
No worry.
I know how awkward it feels.
When both of us doing the same thing. U know what I mean by that.
Few times in a day adi.
Some u manage to turn away but some doesn't.
I will fix it.
And yea for another u.
Parents objection doesn't mean the whole thing.
Reconsider it over agn be4 making decision that u will regret.
Good luck in that.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Lol msn meeting with Leon.
Discuss how many shirt we should bring, things and a lot more.
But fail webcam. -.-
Wanna learn hand language tgt de.
If u can't move on, stay pls.
Spaces are reserved for u.
No worry.
I know how awkward it feels.
When both of us doing the same thing. U know what I mean by that.
Few times in a day adi.
Some u manage to turn away but some doesn't.
I will fix it.
And yea for another u.
Parents objection doesn't mean the whole thing.
Reconsider it over agn be4 making decision that u will regret.
Good luck in that.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Wednesday, 28 March 2012
28-3-2012
Yest juz after I type this.
It really happens.
Too bad, maybe luckily no one see it.
Teachers seem like not really satisfied our class attitude.
Haiz. Sometimes teachers get wrong and what to do?
Students have no right against them. @@
After 1 year + din work up.
Can't actually believe I can pump 20+ time without any feeling. @@
Scouts.. Omg year.
Everyday punishment and marching @@.
But last year adi.
So juz get thru it ba.
From morning till now.
Still the same thing in my mind.
Never get to get loose.
What to do? Keep turn round and round my head.
Juz a few chat.
Short yet enough for me.
Juz like this could satisfied me.
Haiz. Almost like repeating the history.
Waking up to prepare for it.
Nvm. That's what should I pay for.
Hope I can wake up.
That's important.
Wish me luck.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
It really happens.
Too bad, maybe luckily no one see it.
Teachers seem like not really satisfied our class attitude.
Haiz. Sometimes teachers get wrong and what to do?
Students have no right against them. @@
After 1 year + din work up.
Can't actually believe I can pump 20+ time without any feeling. @@
Scouts.. Omg year.
Everyday punishment and marching @@.
But last year adi.
So juz get thru it ba.
From morning till now.
Still the same thing in my mind.
Never get to get loose.
What to do? Keep turn round and round my head.
Juz a few chat.
Short yet enough for me.
Juz like this could satisfied me.
Haiz. Almost like repeating the history.
Waking up to prepare for it.
Nvm. That's what should I pay for.
Hope I can wake up.
That's important.
Wish me luck.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Tuesday, 27 March 2012
27-3-2012
Thought I can handle it.
But at last still fail.
I can't control.
Almost, just so close fall out.
In front of sis.
Shouldn't have ask.
At least I still can have the sensation for few more days.
Why? Everyone telling me the same thing over and over agn.
I dwan I dwan to listen.
I wan it to be something like 'ok'
Game is no more potion for the sickness.
It's useless.
Don even have effect anymore.
Can't numb.
Hope without action equals nth.
Same to action without hope.
So I made my choice.
Thought I w8 patiently for the answer.
Don even able to convince myself.
What am I?
Really can't listen Wish You Were Here at night.
Cant take it.
Make me juz like TT
Hope u will reveal it soon.
A ******* answer for me.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
But at last still fail.
I can't control.
Almost, just so close fall out.
In front of sis.
Shouldn't have ask.
At least I still can have the sensation for few more days.
Why? Everyone telling me the same thing over and over agn.
I dwan I dwan to listen.
I wan it to be something like 'ok'
Game is no more potion for the sickness.
It's useless.
Don even have effect anymore.
Can't numb.
Hope without action equals nth.
Same to action without hope.
So I made my choice.
Thought I w8 patiently for the answer.
Don even able to convince myself.
What am I?
Really can't listen Wish You Were Here at night.
Cant take it.
Make me juz like TT
Hope u will reveal it soon.
A ******* answer for me.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Sunday, 25 March 2012
25-3-2012
Aaa haven finish my essay.
Watch tv and comp more la. @@
Haiz no choice adi.
Tomoro at skol finish it.
Aiks Tuesday have to stay bk.
Luckily I haven join the tuition class.
If not 1st day the ponteng adi.
Guo Jing ar.
How my eyes can become big jek.
Mine is -.-.. Have to become O.O
Dwan lens can ma.
Damn hard leh. @@
Thought I say give u time to think.
But why am I so despo?
Nvm.
I wait till that day.
The answer given is nice.
Daydream daydream.
Also a dream.
Extract it out can?
Your smile, your action, your voice.
The truly you.
Ciao.
2+3
Watch tv and comp more la. @@
Haiz no choice adi.
Tomoro at skol finish it.
Aiks Tuesday have to stay bk.
Luckily I haven join the tuition class.
If not 1st day the ponteng adi.
Guo Jing ar.
How my eyes can become big jek.
Mine is -.-.. Have to become O.O
Dwan lens can ma.
Damn hard leh. @@
Thought I say give u time to think.
But why am I so despo?
Nvm.
I wait till that day.
The answer given is nice.
Daydream daydream.
Also a dream.
Extract it out can?
Your smile, your action, your voice.
The truly you.
Ciao.
2+3
Did what I asked myself to do.
After so many fail planning and so on..
I managa to TYPE it out..
As i was plannning to call.
But due to uncertain situation in the hse.
It's much more better I type it out.
I managa to TYPE it out..
As i was plannning to call.
But due to uncertain situation in the hse.
It's much more better I type it out.
Saturday, 24 March 2012
24-3-2012
Dono why.
I laughed like a mad man today.
Can't control.
Maybe coz I learned that I have to be more socialize.
As I wan to be a ****** person.
Yeah! Leon change to Friday a. Math class.
Hehehehe.
Got more chance to tease u liao. =3
Remember pizza? XD
Cs camp last meeting.
Luckily we get to finish in time.
But the menu still needs teacher's help.
Camp's theme song and hand language still can memorize it completely.
But try ba. @@
Sry for being so extreme yest.
But I'm still standing on my point.
No matter how hard is it.
So near yet so far.
Now I get what it means.
Juz less than half meter from me.
Can't do anything.
And btw.
Thx for luring away.
Small hands pulled so many chairs at once.
... Don what I'm doing.
Standing there like a pole.
擦肩而过.
Not a good feeling.
Totally sux.
Have to go for Qing Ming.
So sleeping early tonite.
Ciao.
2+3
I laughed like a mad man today.
Can't control.
Maybe coz I learned that I have to be more socialize.
As I wan to be a ****** person.
Yeah! Leon change to Friday a. Math class.
Hehehehe.
Got more chance to tease u liao. =3
Remember pizza? XD
Cs camp last meeting.
Luckily we get to finish in time.
But the menu still needs teacher's help.
Camp's theme song and hand language still can memorize it completely.
But try ba. @@
Sry for being so extreme yest.
But I'm still standing on my point.
No matter how hard is it.
So near yet so far.
Now I get what it means.
Juz less than half meter from me.
Can't do anything.
And btw.
Thx for luring away.
Small hands pulled so many chairs at once.
... Don what I'm doing.
Standing there like a pole.
擦肩而过.
Not a good feeling.
Totally sux.
Have to go for Qing Ming.
So sleeping early tonite.
Ciao.
2+3
Thursday, 22 March 2012
22-3-2012
Ahhhh my bio ar.
86 become 90 and become 88.
All thx to reg. -.-
Have to stay bk tomoro.
My acting and group presentation.
Not even prepare properly.
I'm dead. @@
Everyone's online today and I can't join!
Grr nvm.
Tomoro whole night long. Hehe
86 become 90 and become 88.
All thx to reg. -.-
Have to stay bk tomoro.
My acting and group presentation.
Not even prepare properly.
I'm dead. @@
Everyone's online today and I can't join!
Grr nvm.
Tomoro whole night long. Hehe
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
21-3-2012
Ish physics get 80+
Moral 86
Why no give me A+
But nvm la. Good enough for me adi.
Lol today's drama.
Kinda epic.
Bun wanna go up the stage like a boss but unfortunately, jun e sapu his part. XD
Srsly lmao that time.
Sorry I din mean to mention ur p*****.
I know how it feel likes.
Coz I hate it too. -.-
Chat with mui..
Forgotten what we chat but what I remember is both of our eyes can't stay still.
Keep changing direction.
Lol.. We have own thing to concern abt too.
Can't concentrate. ><
When cm asked papaya to help him keep his wallet, I think bk agn.
The same thing I ask u to help me..
But now..
Heard that u complain abt the ppl who make the plastic bottle burst.
I know u don like that type of sound.
But what can I do?
Confidence.
Thing I get and now lost agn.
Never get bk it anymore.
Unless I force myself to do something I really intend to do.
Asked myself how when why what (WH)
I gave myself an answer.
But I never folo as what my answer.
Gut-less.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Moral 86
Why no give me A+
But nvm la. Good enough for me adi.
Lol today's drama.
Kinda epic.
Bun wanna go up the stage like a boss but unfortunately, jun e sapu his part. XD
Srsly lmao that time.
Sorry I din mean to mention ur p*****.
I know how it feel likes.
Coz I hate it too. -.-
Chat with mui..
Forgotten what we chat but what I remember is both of our eyes can't stay still.
Keep changing direction.
Lol.. We have own thing to concern abt too.
Can't concentrate. ><
When cm asked papaya to help him keep his wallet, I think bk agn.
The same thing I ask u to help me..
But now..
Heard that u complain abt the ppl who make the plastic bottle burst.
I know u don like that type of sound.
But what can I do?
Confidence.
Thing I get and now lost agn.
Never get bk it anymore.
Unless I force myself to do something I really intend to do.
Asked myself how when why what (WH)
I gave myself an answer.
But I never folo as what my answer.
Gut-less.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Tuesday, 20 March 2012
20-3-2012
Surprisingly, my BC mark was not bad.. 71
BI get 90 =3
Tomoro is physics and bio time.
Scary..
Haiz that's why I don like being friend's hw bk home.
Once busted then I'm dead.
Scold me non-stop.
But at least I done 2 hw today.
Sian bkb.
No form.
Shoot how also won't in.
+ Fu and S.Wei ffk. Zz
The goose bump lesser today.
But still occurs once in awhile.
The moment u pass me the paper.
I'm.. What word to fit in.
Doesn't even know what I feel.
But I know how u feel.
Just from ur eyes.
Jealousy still occurs in me.
Don even know why.
Just simply pop up.
Old folks told me don count how many pimple on face.
It will multiply.
But.. I just did. On ur face. @@
Too strong observation skill.
Zz.
Tweets that couldn't reply.
Cant retweet stuff that I wan to retweet from urs.
All the target is set.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
*add on*
谈情说案 in this show.
It's almost same.
Why everytime show's is so perfect.
CAn I be just miss calculate.
Pretend infront of anyone doesn't seem easy at all.
BI get 90 =3
Tomoro is physics and bio time.
Scary..
Haiz that's why I don like being friend's hw bk home.
Once busted then I'm dead.
Scold me non-stop.
But at least I done 2 hw today.
Sian bkb.
No form.
Shoot how also won't in.
+ Fu and S.Wei ffk. Zz
The goose bump lesser today.
But still occurs once in awhile.
The moment u pass me the paper.
I'm.. What word to fit in.
Doesn't even know what I feel.
But I know how u feel.
Just from ur eyes.
Jealousy still occurs in me.
Don even know why.
Just simply pop up.
Old folks told me don count how many pimple on face.
It will multiply.
But.. I just did. On ur face. @@
Too strong observation skill.
Zz.
Tweets that couldn't reply.
Cant retweet stuff that I wan to retweet from urs.
All the target is set.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
*add on*
谈情说案 in this show.
It's almost same.
Why everytime show's is so perfect.
CAn I be just miss calculate.
Pretend infront of anyone doesn't seem easy at all.
Monday, 19 March 2012
19-3-2012
Haiz 1st day of back-to-skol life.
Top fear list, exam paper.
So my result is SUX.
Math 90
A.math 85
Chemi 74
B.Melayu 53!!!
The '53' soooo eye stretching sia.
Can't believe it.
Thought that I will get at least 60.
Teacher's comment are not relevant to the point, words and phrase used wrongly and etc.
Tomoro English paper..
I dwan get like BM
Omg BC too.
Zzz language subjects really don't fit me well.
Well, actually today is quite ok.
Until..
The komsas presentation.
The moment I suddenly felt doomed.
Dono why.
All those things flash thru my mind all in a sudden.
Almost can't take it.
That's why I juz lie on my table.
Doing nth.
Shyt myself.
For not hlping at all.
To do something that easy.
And trouble u in the penalty.
Goose bump for almost a day.
For everytime think of u.
My whole body feel freaking cold.
Psyco? Maybe..
The first comic I drew.
Sketch still with me.
The moment complete it is so proud of myself.
But.. Aaa
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Top fear list, exam paper.
So my result is SUX.
Math 90
A.math 85
Chemi 74
B.Melayu 53!!!
The '53' soooo eye stretching sia.
Can't believe it.
Thought that I will get at least 60.
Teacher's comment are not relevant to the point, words and phrase used wrongly and etc.
Tomoro English paper..
I dwan get like BM
Omg BC too.
Zzz language subjects really don't fit me well.
Well, actually today is quite ok.
Until..
The komsas presentation.
The moment I suddenly felt doomed.
Dono why.
All those things flash thru my mind all in a sudden.
Almost can't take it.
That's why I juz lie on my table.
Doing nth.
Shyt myself.
For not hlping at all.
To do something that easy.
And trouble u in the penalty.
Goose bump for almost a day.
For everytime think of u.
My whole body feel freaking cold.
Psyco? Maybe..
The first comic I drew.
Sketch still with me.
The moment complete it is so proud of myself.
But.. Aaa
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Sunday, 18 March 2012
18-3-2012 *part2*
Can't believe.
I did it agn.
It's so early in the morning.
I was sitting on the sofa and it flow out automatically from my eye.
What I did is juz simply craft a face of urs in my brain.
Totally forgot tomoro have skol.
Not even complete 1 of my hw.
Forgotten to cut nails.
All I wan is numb, numb and numb.
Coz the day is coming.
Closer and closer.
Have a quick chat with foo.
The troll caster in my blog follower.
Yea indeed. Hard time for both of us.
We are almost same but diff case.
But I pity u more than myself.
Coz at least the 'trust' still lie on me.
My stage is like chained?
Dono how to explain to u.
See when got time I slowly explain.
And 1 more. Ignore those who spread those things.
Doesn't need to be so hard.
The 1 week limit plan.
Con or not?
Let me think 1st ba.
Dwan put pressure on anyone.
Soo hard without my twitter.
But for u.
I must control.
Without twitter juz lead me to talk.
Talk to someone that good in it.
Should I?
Busted once agn.
While I'm typing this.
As always, luck dwan me too.
End of part 2.
Ciao.
2+3
I did it agn.
It's so early in the morning.
I was sitting on the sofa and it flow out automatically from my eye.
What I did is juz simply craft a face of urs in my brain.
Totally forgot tomoro have skol.
Not even complete 1 of my hw.
Forgotten to cut nails.
All I wan is numb, numb and numb.
Coz the day is coming.
Closer and closer.
Have a quick chat with foo.
The troll caster in my blog follower.
Yea indeed. Hard time for both of us.
We are almost same but diff case.
But I pity u more than myself.
Coz at least the 'trust' still lie on me.
My stage is like chained?
Dono how to explain to u.
See when got time I slowly explain.
And 1 more. Ignore those who spread those things.
Doesn't need to be so hard.
The 1 week limit plan.
Con or not?
Let me think 1st ba.
Dwan put pressure on anyone.
Soo hard without my twitter.
But for u.
I must control.
Without twitter juz lead me to talk.
Talk to someone that good in it.
Should I?
Busted once agn.
While I'm typing this.
As always, luck dwan me too.
End of part 2.
Ciao.
2+3
18-3-2012
Another midnight post.
Now is 1.45...
(why I sound like news reporter @@)
Din attend to Joshua's sis 21st birthday party.
Coz lots of them I not really know them.
And parents go to weeding.
Sis and I stay at home lu.
Play comp from afternoon till now.
Zzz. Dono why so lifeless.
Not even done 1 of my hw.
Dono how I gonna finish it by this week. @@
Feel so hard sia can't spam twitter.
Have to stop for so many days.
Until that day only can respam.
Reason why leh..
Shhhh. =3
Can't believe a music award can actually make u 2 high until like this..
Each ppl shiok their idol get their award.
Too bad don have astro..
Dad dwan install that dreambox.
So no choice tarak astro..
So freaking shiok sia when my smurf app after update then can play bk adi.
But when I click bk, all my pumpkins become black colour adi. Zz
Nvm nvm.
As long as can play bk good enough adi.
Luckily I din listen to my sis to delete it and redl it. =3
Everytime I think of u..
I have to take a deep breath.
Coz wanna relax myself.
But I still fail to do so..
Actually which 1 is the true reason.
I don even know.
The song.. May refers to me.
But yet. I don get what's the action I should do.
In order to...
Haiz still will check my hp for text.
If got always check it with hope.
But as always, luck doesn't folo me.
None of it.
Bk to disappointment.
That's all.
Sweet dream.
Should be super tired adi.
Shouted for whole night.
Ciao.
2+3
Now is 1.45...
(why I sound like news reporter @@)
Din attend to Joshua's sis 21st birthday party.
Coz lots of them I not really know them.
And parents go to weeding.
Sis and I stay at home lu.
Play comp from afternoon till now.
Zzz. Dono why so lifeless.
Not even done 1 of my hw.
Dono how I gonna finish it by this week. @@
Feel so hard sia can't spam twitter.
Have to stop for so many days.
Until that day only can respam.
Reason why leh..
Shhhh. =3
Can't believe a music award can actually make u 2 high until like this..
Each ppl shiok their idol get their award.
Too bad don have astro..
Dad dwan install that dreambox.
So no choice tarak astro..
So freaking shiok sia when my smurf app after update then can play bk adi.
But when I click bk, all my pumpkins become black colour adi. Zz
Nvm nvm.
As long as can play bk good enough adi.
Luckily I din listen to my sis to delete it and redl it. =3
Everytime I think of u..
I have to take a deep breath.
Coz wanna relax myself.
But I still fail to do so..
Actually which 1 is the true reason.
I don even know.
The song.. May refers to me.
But yet. I don get what's the action I should do.
In order to...
Haiz still will check my hp for text.
If got always check it with hope.
But as always, luck doesn't folo me.
None of it.
Bk to disappointment.
That's all.
Sweet dream.
Should be super tired adi.
Shouted for whole night.
Ciao.
2+3
Saturday, 17 March 2012
17-3-2012
Short update here.
Coz.. erm.. actually i have to go to bed now. but then juz delay abit won't bother anything right?
aiks.. my comp screen suddenly become damn lag..
Maybe coz anti virus perforiming full scan ba.
Make me cant even play the game properly..
Skype also lagging. @@
Totally cant do anything abt it.
Today's tuition..
Cant even concentrate too.
Don even know what teacher talking for the whole class.
i know got Sin, Cos and Tan only. -.-
yea that's all ba.
No time adi..
Ciao.
2+3
Coz.. erm.. actually i have to go to bed now. but then juz delay abit won't bother anything right?
aiks.. my comp screen suddenly become damn lag..
Maybe coz anti virus perforiming full scan ba.
Make me cant even play the game properly..
Skype also lagging. @@
Totally cant do anything abt it.
Today's tuition..
Cant even concentrate too.
Don even know what teacher talking for the whole class.
i know got Sin, Cos and Tan only. -.-
yea that's all ba.
No time adi..
Ciao.
2+3
Wednesday, 14 March 2012
14-3-2012
Aikss. Due to eye infection, can't wear lens to bkb.
But luckily I din go. Everytime I din go sure rain. =3
Stay at home whole day playing comp.
Kinda lifeless.
But good thing is got Skype lo.
Mom asked me to go for tuition.
When to tempua meridian only know that branch close adi. Zz
Have to go BK branch liao @@
Night.. Always fail to stay awake.
I think until 2+ only.
Then I fall asleep adi. @@
Lights still on and blanket still haven used.
Seems like sis didn't check my room too.
Hate myself as a stalker.
Everytime I scrolled bk to old old tweets and post.
Feel so terrible.
Looking bk all those things.
I remember the most is the pic with #iloveyou with the wafer
Almost everyday I pray.
Pray a change of decision.
But I never see any diff.
Isn't it I din pray properly or not blessed?
Yea indeed u hurt me.
But u dono the true reason.
Not the reason u always think.
It's other.
Don set ur mind with an answer.
Sometime answer could change under certain situation.
If u keep up to ur answer.
There's no way to have some changes.
If and only if I have a time machine.
Really wish that can go bk to the past and get things go right.
It's my fault for the last month.
For not contribute much in it.
Soo I'm still the 1 have to blame.
Hope for the best, prepare myself.
Impossible I can do it.
Sleep bk.
Ciao.
2+3
But luckily I din go. Everytime I din go sure rain. =3
Stay at home whole day playing comp.
Kinda lifeless.
But good thing is got Skype lo.
Mom asked me to go for tuition.
When to tempua meridian only know that branch close adi. Zz
Have to go BK branch liao @@
Night.. Always fail to stay awake.
I think until 2+ only.
Then I fall asleep adi. @@
Lights still on and blanket still haven used.
Seems like sis didn't check my room too.
Hate myself as a stalker.
Everytime I scrolled bk to old old tweets and post.
Feel so terrible.
Looking bk all those things.
I remember the most is the pic with #iloveyou with the wafer
Almost everyday I pray.
Pray a change of decision.
But I never see any diff.
Isn't it I din pray properly or not blessed?
Yea indeed u hurt me.
But u dono the true reason.
Not the reason u always think.
It's other.
Don set ur mind with an answer.
Sometime answer could change under certain situation.
If u keep up to ur answer.
There's no way to have some changes.
If and only if I have a time machine.
Really wish that can go bk to the past and get things go right.
It's my fault for the last month.
For not contribute much in it.
Soo I'm still the 1 have to blame.
Hope for the best, prepare myself.
Impossible I can do it.
Sleep bk.
Ciao.
2+3
Sunday, 11 March 2012
11-3-2012
I'm sudden lost of hope.
It's too hard for me to understand.
I still blur but nobody can open my mind.
Maybe coz I too stubborn adi.
Doesn't know the reason behind that coz me become what I am today.
I know I had change, change to a person I don even know.
A viber or a text MSG.
Means more than enough to me.
But it's so complicated.
Happy and sadness both mixed up.
Don even know what what to reply bk.
It's all my fault for fail planning.
Shouldn't have type it.
Extra like shyt.
Feeling like rolling down the cliff.
No more turning bk.
辛苦和难受一样吗?
我一直以为你会知道我怎样,但我错了。
每天的折磨,不是你害的。
是我自己笨,才变成这样。
每天张开眼睛,你就闪过我的脑海。
Sry for not talking at all at the call yest.
Isn't in any mood to talk.
Din even say goodbye be4 all of u offline.
Ps doesn't respond to any of ur joke foo.
Juz quit quiet there coz I can't even smile.
It's raining. Everyone spitting on me.
Sounds so damn stupid.
Ish. The main thing is dwan thunder.
Not I don like thunder.
Juz that... Aaa =X
Ciao
2+3
It's too hard for me to understand.
I still blur but nobody can open my mind.
Maybe coz I too stubborn adi.
Doesn't know the reason behind that coz me become what I am today.
I know I had change, change to a person I don even know.
A viber or a text MSG.
Means more than enough to me.
But it's so complicated.
Happy and sadness both mixed up.
Don even know what what to reply bk.
It's all my fault for fail planning.
Shouldn't have type it.
Extra like shyt.
Feeling like rolling down the cliff.
No more turning bk.
辛苦和难受一样吗?
我一直以为你会知道我怎样,但我错了。
每天的折磨,不是你害的。
是我自己笨,才变成这样。
每天张开眼睛,你就闪过我的脑海。
Sry for not talking at all at the call yest.
Isn't in any mood to talk.
Din even say goodbye be4 all of u offline.
Ps doesn't respond to any of ur joke foo.
Juz quit quiet there coz I can't even smile.
It's raining. Everyone spitting on me.
Sounds so damn stupid.
Ish. The main thing is dwan thunder.
Not I don like thunder.
Juz that... Aaa =X
Ciao
2+3
Friday, 9 March 2012
9-3-2012
Wow. It's midnight now.
Due to yesterday scary situation, I have to update at this time. @@
Yeah! It's last day of exam~
And it's the last day and study until late night.
-.- today have meeting.
So incorrect timing.
Ruin my time and plan.
But what to do. I'm not the chairperson. ~.~
Not sure what my group gonna present in the afternoon.
Juz hope we wont get critics ba. ><
A.math ar. Never expect juz few chapter also consume that much of time.
Moral still the same. Tons of definisi.
All almost same but different.
Pls don like sejarah studied and forgot in the exam. Zzzz
Mui ar mui. I know u have ur own prob.
Remember both side also must consider. =3
But pls pls pls hlp me with that thing. U know how important to me de la. ~.~
Feel so weird study in the midnight alone.
Last time u used to stay awake with me.
Miss call u. 'the user is busy'
Continue my sleep 1st. @@
Ciao
2+3
Due to yesterday scary situation, I have to update at this time. @@
Yeah! It's last day of exam~
And it's the last day and study until late night.
-.- today have meeting.
So incorrect timing.
Ruin my time and plan.
But what to do. I'm not the chairperson. ~.~
Not sure what my group gonna present in the afternoon.
Juz hope we wont get critics ba. ><
A.math ar. Never expect juz few chapter also consume that much of time.
Moral still the same. Tons of definisi.
All almost same but different.
Pls don like sejarah studied and forgot in the exam. Zzzz
Mui ar mui. I know u have ur own prob.
Remember both side also must consider. =3
But pls pls pls hlp me with that thing. U know how important to me de la. ~.~
Feel so weird study in the midnight alone.
Last time u used to stay awake with me.
Miss call u. 'the user is busy'
Continue my sleep 1st. @@
Ciao
2+3
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
6-3-2012
Viber and study bio totally not a pair.
Almost half an hour only study 1 page.
That's massive waste of time. -.-
Not bad both of u.
At least no more shouting each other like no one in this world.
^metafora
Still remember u 2 shouting at each other it's juz like ordinary couple quarreling.
Funny yet scary. ~.~
Haiz plan ruin coz of the meeting.
Dono when I'll have the tendency to try agn.
Everyday think what should I say or tell or do to u.
Those ming ju in twitter is specially for u. Feel free to combine it and find what I wanna say.
A lot thing wanna 反问 u.
But then I scare will hurt u.
So i choose not to.
Haiz sometime really dono how to answer so question.
They asked like so not in good mood.
And I will like "should I tell the truth"
This is so scary. -.-
Bc bio and bi for tomoro.
Din study much, soooo prepare to die ba. @@
Ciao
2+3
Almost half an hour only study 1 page.
That's massive waste of time. -.-
Not bad both of u.
At least no more shouting each other like no one in this world.
^metafora
Still remember u 2 shouting at each other it's juz like ordinary couple quarreling.
Funny yet scary. ~.~
Haiz plan ruin coz of the meeting.
Dono when I'll have the tendency to try agn.
Everyday think what should I say or tell or do to u.
Those ming ju in twitter is specially for u. Feel free to combine it and find what I wanna say.
A lot thing wanna 反问 u.
But then I scare will hurt u.
So i choose not to.
Haiz sometime really dono how to answer so question.
They asked like so not in good mood.
And I will like "should I tell the truth"
This is so scary. -.-
Bc bio and bi for tomoro.
Din study much, soooo prepare to die ba. @@
Ciao
2+3
Monday, 5 March 2012
Promised.
Yea this post is juz for u.
Exam is juz tomoro and I'm still here update blog. @@
Dono what in thinking too, should be studying what. -.-
Aaa don care it's juz march test.
Hope I never lie to u be4, if got I apologize ba.
Sometime really dono got tell lie anot leh.
Some were joking, some was juz lie for goodness.
The purpose of these update isn't to hurt u, juz to tell u what I think, desire and wish.
Not I dwan face-to-face.
Is juz so hard!
Many reasons behind it.
The easiest and most obvious is that I can't open my mouth ba.
Tons of words wanna tell u.
But nvm nvm.
Find a day and try it.
When is it I dono lu.
Ok ba end it here.
Ciao.
2+3
Exam is juz tomoro and I'm still here update blog. @@
Dono what in thinking too, should be studying what. -.-
Aaa don care it's juz march test.
Hope I never lie to u be4, if got I apologize ba.
Sometime really dono got tell lie anot leh.
Some were joking, some was juz lie for goodness.
The purpose of these update isn't to hurt u, juz to tell u what I think, desire and wish.
Not I dwan face-to-face.
Is juz so hard!
Many reasons behind it.
The easiest and most obvious is that I can't open my mouth ba.
Tons of words wanna tell u.
But nvm nvm.
Find a day and try it.
When is it I dono lu.
Ok ba end it here.
Ciao.
2+3
Wednesday, 29 February 2012
29-2-2012
Today's date happen 4 years once.
Those who were born on this date finally get their birthday after 4 long years.
^talk like a scientist. @@
I finally wake up on time and most importantly din fall asleep bk.
30 mins of study can't ever win 30 mins spend on iPod.
30 mins only read 6 pages of bio.
How am I gonna finish it?
Skol is juz all fine.
It's really awkward when both eye sight accidentally meet each other.
Not actually an accident.
If u get what I mean.
Studying physics half way.
Memories flash pass my mind.
Eyes feel more and more wet.
But holding myself.
Don wanna get ask WH questions.
Mind keep thinking what I should do after I succeed.
But that's all juz useless.
Think too far adi, prob not even get solve.
Everyday I dream abt me doing the same thing to u.
Hug. Is 1 If it.
Another 1 not gonna tell here.
Sitting in the anjung.
Wish that I'm the 1 near to u.
That I can reach ur hand and grab it.
Few day without ur tweets.
Feel so worry.
What have u done in ur hse.
Studying perhaps.
Sometime I really cant get it.
U have the intend to text me.
Have the instinct to text me.
Intend and instinct. Either 1 or both.
U still know what time I sleep. Weekend or weekday. So confirm with ur answer.
U know how much I care and waited for all these special days.
Today is one of them.
All my wishes will focus on 1 thing.
Waking up tomoro.
So ciao.
Those who were born on this date finally get their birthday after 4 long years.
^talk like a scientist. @@
I finally wake up on time and most importantly din fall asleep bk.
30 mins of study can't ever win 30 mins spend on iPod.
30 mins only read 6 pages of bio.
How am I gonna finish it?
Skol is juz all fine.
It's really awkward when both eye sight accidentally meet each other.
Not actually an accident.
If u get what I mean.
Studying physics half way.
Memories flash pass my mind.
Eyes feel more and more wet.
But holding myself.
Don wanna get ask WH questions.
Mind keep thinking what I should do after I succeed.
But that's all juz useless.
Think too far adi, prob not even get solve.
Everyday I dream abt me doing the same thing to u.
Hug. Is 1 If it.
Another 1 not gonna tell here.
Sitting in the anjung.
Wish that I'm the 1 near to u.
That I can reach ur hand and grab it.
Few day without ur tweets.
Feel so worry.
What have u done in ur hse.
Studying perhaps.
Sometime I really cant get it.
U have the intend to text me.
Have the instinct to text me.
Intend and instinct. Either 1 or both.
U still know what time I sleep. Weekend or weekday. So confirm with ur answer.
U know how much I care and waited for all these special days.
Today is one of them.
All my wishes will focus on 1 thing.
Waking up tomoro.
So ciao.
Wednesday, 22 February 2012
22-2-2012
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
Yea this post mainly for u I think.
Lol so not appreciated lo.
Early in the morning greet u and u ignore me.
Nvm nvm. U VIP of the day.
While Internet let u use till shiok shiok.
Choose restaurant of ur choice.
But then my wallet add 1 more big hole: ur present.
RM140 ar...
Ish my headset gone adi.
TT
Aiya din care la.
I don care much abt $$.
So be happy then.
One question.
Juz so powerful.
Could make me think and unable to laugh whole day.
Mysterious power it has.
But I have no answer for it.
Coz I think u tell all the answer in ur question adi.
-.-.. Dwan answer adi.
Yea this post mainly for u I think.
Lol so not appreciated lo.
Early in the morning greet u and u ignore me.
Nvm nvm. U VIP of the day.
While Internet let u use till shiok shiok.
Choose restaurant of ur choice.
But then my wallet add 1 more big hole: ur present.
RM140 ar...
Ish my headset gone adi.
TT
Aiya din care la.
I don care much abt $$.
So be happy then.
One question.
Juz so powerful.
Could make me think and unable to laugh whole day.
Mysterious power it has.
But I have no answer for it.
Coz I think u tell all the answer in ur question adi.
-.-.. Dwan answer adi.
Tuesday, 21 February 2012
21-2-2012
I juz know.
Why u tell me so late. @@
But good for u la.
All the best. =]
Feel like shouting leave her alone.
But then I know I no longer have the right nor power to do so anymore.
Only Joshua realize it.
His eyes. Scary. ~.~
Have a chat with papaya.
Dono since when I stop doing so and continue today.
Thx ar mui.
Choose to take whose bag was a hard decision.
Internal pressure and mui's face expression.
Made choices harder to select.
Miss packing ur belongings.
Rampas ur books in lab.
Yea I'm the only person plan something and doesn't take action on it.
Believe or not depends on u.
There's a lot reason behind this.
But yea. I do plan to... U know what I mean. =\
Yea so this is the update I promised.
So.. Ciao?
Why u tell me so late. @@
But good for u la.
All the best. =]
Feel like shouting leave her alone.
But then I know I no longer have the right nor power to do so anymore.
Only Joshua realize it.
His eyes. Scary. ~.~
Have a chat with papaya.
Dono since when I stop doing so and continue today.
Thx ar mui.
Choose to take whose bag was a hard decision.
Internal pressure and mui's face expression.
Made choices harder to select.
Miss packing ur belongings.
Rampas ur books in lab.
Yea I'm the only person plan something and doesn't take action on it.
Believe or not depends on u.
There's a lot reason behind this.
But yea. I do plan to... U know what I mean. =\
Yea so this is the update I promised.
So.. Ciao?
Monday, 20 February 2012
As always.
Dono what's happen to me today.
Whole day not concentrating on anything.
Spin pencil fail.
Whole my worksheet also can drop of from my hand.
Pick up paper also can hit on chair.
* tsk tsk* @@
All becoz of u.
Stained in my mind.
Can't wash it away.
Perhaps is I myself dwan to clean it.
Letting it to stay there as long as possible.
Change to friendship?
I wish I can do that.
But... Dwan.
Stay like last time.
Look bk those moments.
That I can't forget.
Dumb things I did.
That would make me feel stupid.
But I din even pity myself.
Wonder why? =3
Longest pain ever received.
Can go into Maverick's book record. @@
But the hardcore is coming soon. Juz few more weeks.
Can't do anything to stop it.
So let me fry myself that day.
Whole day not concentrating on anything.
Spin pencil fail.
Whole my worksheet also can drop of from my hand.
Pick up paper also can hit on chair.
* tsk tsk* @@
All becoz of u.
Stained in my mind.
Can't wash it away.
Perhaps is I myself dwan to clean it.
Letting it to stay there as long as possible.
Change to friendship?
I wish I can do that.
But... Dwan.
Stay like last time.
Look bk those moments.
That I can't forget.
Dumb things I did.
That would make me feel stupid.
But I din even pity myself.
Wonder why? =3
Longest pain ever received.
Can go into Maverick's book record. @@
But the hardcore is coming soon. Juz few more weeks.
Can't do anything to stop it.
So let me fry myself that day.
Sunday, 19 February 2012
Confusing.
Misunderstand?
Imagination?
....
I hope so..
If not i really gonna die adi.
U girls keep say me emo when i not actually thinking anything.
After that yea. I did.
真的是要酱过日子?
不能找个两全其美的方法吗?
Sitting by the drain.
Seems so lonely.
Seems.
Not to give a 100% answer.
Coz din talk with u for so long adi.
Not sure long or not.
For me of coz long.
Conclusion : No self-confident
Used 1 hour to wake up from bed.
I wish I can continue to dream.
Dream those nice moment.
But everytime I wake up.
All I know is disappointment.
None of them happen.
Imagination?
....
I hope so..
If not i really gonna die adi.
U girls keep say me emo when i not actually thinking anything.
After that yea. I did.
真的是要酱过日子?
不能找个两全其美的方法吗?
Sitting by the drain.
Seems so lonely.
Seems.
Not to give a 100% answer.
Coz din talk with u for so long adi.
Not sure long or not.
For me of coz long.
Conclusion : No self-confident
Used 1 hour to wake up from bed.
I wish I can continue to dream.
Dream those nice moment.
But everytime I wake up.
All I know is disappointment.
None of them happen.
Thursday, 16 February 2012
Title-less
Look at u.
Not sure u realize or not.
But I think u know adi.
Your face in science lab.
Its so rare.
Ted epic.
Like it a lot.
At bus stop.
All I able to do is look at u from another bus stop.
Wanna call u to go inside.
Don get sun.
If not really become darker adi.
When u leave.
How useless I am.
Can't even take up my hand and say goodbye.
Typing without telling the the name.
Making me to guess and wonder and imagine.
Blog post or even status in facebook.
I always hope u are telling me something.
But I'm fried.
I know.
Miracle.
U put a lot of trust on it.
Me too. But none of it happen on me.
Unlucky?
Maybe yea.
Not sure u realize or not.
But I think u know adi.
Your face in science lab.
Its so rare.
Ted epic.
Like it a lot.
At bus stop.
All I able to do is look at u from another bus stop.
Wanna call u to go inside.
Don get sun.
If not really become darker adi.
When u leave.
How useless I am.
Can't even take up my hand and say goodbye.
Typing without telling the the name.
Making me to guess and wonder and imagine.
Blog post or even status in facebook.
I always hope u are telling me something.
But I'm fried.
I know.
Miracle.
U put a lot of trust on it.
Me too. But none of it happen on me.
Unlucky?
Maybe yea.
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
The day after a DAY
"It's been so long. That i haven seen your face"
Nah.. change the last 3 words.
"put it as wallpaper"
Others maybe cant get it.
Juz u can get what i say when i mention wallpaper.
Yea. But then u din even on twitter today.
Leave my work everytime time pop up new tweets.
But none of them is urs.
Lie on playground and look at the sky.
It was so clear that not a single cloud can be spot.
I thought it would clear my mind.
But when i saw leaves dropped from trees.
Yea. Diff thinking agn.
Nth other than that.
Your face.
Nah.. change the last 3 words.
"put it as wallpaper"
Others maybe cant get it.
Juz u can get what i say when i mention wallpaper.
Yea. But then u din even on twitter today.
Leave my work everytime time pop up new tweets.
But none of them is urs.
Lie on playground and look at the sky.
It was so clear that not a single cloud can be spot.
I thought it would clear my mind.
But when i saw leaves dropped from trees.
Yea. Diff thinking agn.
Nth other than that.
Your face.
Valentine.
It's 2.30 in the morning.
I wake up on my own.
Before my alarm even could wake me up.
Juz to type this.
Actually I should type it yesterday night.
But then I juz have a quarrel with my parents.
This is the 1st quarrel I had after I told u I will control my temper for u.
Yea. Last time I did it.
Now without u I break it.
At Facebook there, some quotes are nice and some doesn't.
Nice means by meaningful and wish to tell it to u.
Not nice means by stupid and really freaking meaningless.
"I never know that u were so important when I know u at 1st."
^so true.
U say wanna let god make decision for u.
But u din even wanna make any different.
How god should make decision if u din even going any selection?
Yea I'm sorry for fail to guess ur iPod password.
I think u changed it adi.
But guess what.
I putting in opposite direction for mine. =3
Ignore my feeling.
Hope The word ignore can change to accept.
RT @juzvivien I know what u wan but I can't give u at the moment.
Maybe u know what I want.
But what I really want is juz purely and simply u.
Nth more than that.
当你认为你正在活在你想要的生活中
你是否想过
也许你正活在错误中。
也许我不能了解你的心情
但我能接受。
(BC not that good)
2月14日应该是愚人节
4月1日应该是情人节。
Dono where I saw it from.
I think is twitter.
Actually got 1 more explanation after every day.
But I forgot adi.
And..
Yea I'm agree with it.
U been so busy this few day.
Preparing WO valentine gift.
Yet I have no guts to order even 1 for u.
I become phobia after saw what u did to someone's present that annoyed u.
Juz a sentence.
No offense.
Last time runny nose used to have another meaning for both of us.
But now I can't say it. =X
Holding bk all the words I wanna say to u doesn't feel good at all.
Cough and sickness my u leave her?
Stay in my body will do as well.
Should be tweeting all these stuff yesterday.
But ended become a blog update.
Juz really hope I can bring chocolate for u today.
But I know it's impossible coz I don even have chocolate in my hse. ><.
Yea one last thing.
Happy valentine day say to all my friends.
I wake up on my own.
Before my alarm even could wake me up.
Juz to type this.
Actually I should type it yesterday night.
But then I juz have a quarrel with my parents.
This is the 1st quarrel I had after I told u I will control my temper for u.
Yea. Last time I did it.
Now without u I break it.
At Facebook there, some quotes are nice and some doesn't.
Nice means by meaningful and wish to tell it to u.
Not nice means by stupid and really freaking meaningless.
"I never know that u were so important when I know u at 1st."
^so true.
U say wanna let god make decision for u.
But u din even wanna make any different.
How god should make decision if u din even going any selection?
Yea I'm sorry for fail to guess ur iPod password.
I think u changed it adi.
But guess what.
I putting in opposite direction for mine. =3
Ignore my feeling.
Hope The word ignore can change to accept.
RT @juzvivien I know what u wan but I can't give u at the moment.
Maybe u know what I want.
But what I really want is juz purely and simply u.
Nth more than that.
当你认为你正在活在你想要的生活中
你是否想过
也许你正活在错误中。
也许我不能了解你的心情
但我能接受。
(BC not that good)
2月14日应该是愚人节
4月1日应该是情人节。
Dono where I saw it from.
I think is twitter.
Actually got 1 more explanation after every day.
But I forgot adi.
And..
Yea I'm agree with it.
U been so busy this few day.
Preparing WO valentine gift.
Yet I have no guts to order even 1 for u.
I become phobia after saw what u did to someone's present that annoyed u.
Juz a sentence.
No offense.
Last time runny nose used to have another meaning for both of us.
But now I can't say it. =X
Holding bk all the words I wanna say to u doesn't feel good at all.
Cough and sickness my u leave her?
Stay in my body will do as well.
Should be tweeting all these stuff yesterday.
But ended become a blog update.
Juz really hope I can bring chocolate for u today.
But I know it's impossible coz I don even have chocolate in my hse. ><.
Yea one last thing.
Happy valentine day say to all my friends.
Sunday, 12 February 2012
Random
Srsly no idea what to post.
Boredom lead me to here.
Erm maybe it's time to crap abt my 1 whole week.
Bkb with a guy.
Dono Malay or Chinese.
Coz his shirt name raub but face looks juz like a Chinese.
Dono what prob withh him.
Play with us also play till so rough.
Still use those gangster-like eye look at us.
All of juz diam diam faster finish game and run. No wonder dare to talk.
Damn him sia.
Bang till me so pain. Some more got 1 time bang till I can't even breath properly. Zz
Yea thx Cheng the dermawan.
Juz a 1 v 1 SR match send me a trg.
Yea thx for that.
Up-ed SR 6%
And HS rate drop from 49% to 16% -.-
Haiz dono my ign will go to forum or not.
Keep kena blame as hacker. -.-
Hope won't ba. Dwan get banned coz of stupid things.
Boredom lead me to here.
Erm maybe it's time to crap abt my 1 whole week.
Bkb with a guy.
Dono Malay or Chinese.
Coz his shirt name raub but face looks juz like a Chinese.
Dono what prob withh him.
Play with us also play till so rough.
Still use those gangster-like eye look at us.
All of juz diam diam faster finish game and run. No wonder dare to talk.
Damn him sia.
Bang till me so pain. Some more got 1 time bang till I can't even breath properly. Zz
Yea thx Cheng the dermawan.
Juz a 1 v 1 SR match send me a trg.
Yea thx for that.
Up-ed SR 6%
And HS rate drop from 49% to 16% -.-
Haiz dono my ign will go to forum or not.
Keep kena blame as hacker. -.-
Hope won't ba. Dwan get banned coz of stupid things.
Sunday, 5 February 2012
Tempting
It's early in the morning.
But then I can't get u out of my mind.
Morning nor night.
Juz a never ending thinking.
Yea. Maybe I'm dumb.
But I rela wait for u.
Coz u are so special.
One of a kind perhaps.
Promised to help u to get rid of it.
But now not given any chance.
U told me that u din think adi.
I don get it sometime.
Why can't u try it last time?
I still remember the last talk.
I realize what u told me was juz "let go" and "don w8 not worth it"
Is it ur stubbornness? Or my ridiculous thinking?
Everything u left was so beautiful.
The time u become shy and cover ur face with both hands.
Every time u become happy and high, u non-stop jumping and voice become super loud.
Ur hands are so small, but yet still able to do so many things.
And yea. Ur face is so pinch-able.
Lastly, u isn't fat. Remember that. So that don keep keep fit.
Sometime, ppl do did something without notifying others.
Yea. That's what i did.
Many thing i din tell u. That's becoz imma preparing.
But yet din get to do so.. =\
Yea. Last time i was so excited to go ur hse.
But this time hesitate.
The feeling change.
It wasn't like it used to be.
So.. Last min plan for me agn?
Shouldn't have promised to post today.
Should have postpone this post.
So that nobody will actually read this post.
But then I can't get u out of my mind.
Morning nor night.
Juz a never ending thinking.
Yea. Maybe I'm dumb.
But I rela wait for u.
Coz u are so special.
One of a kind perhaps.
Promised to help u to get rid of it.
But now not given any chance.
U told me that u din think adi.
I don get it sometime.
Why can't u try it last time?
I still remember the last talk.
I realize what u told me was juz "let go" and "don w8 not worth it"
Is it ur stubbornness? Or my ridiculous thinking?
Everything u left was so beautiful.
The time u become shy and cover ur face with both hands.
Every time u become happy and high, u non-stop jumping and voice become super loud.
Ur hands are so small, but yet still able to do so many things.
And yea. Ur face is so pinch-able.
Lastly, u isn't fat. Remember that. So that don keep keep fit.
Sometime, ppl do did something without notifying others.
Yea. That's what i did.
Many thing i din tell u. That's becoz imma preparing.
But yet din get to do so.. =\
Yea. Last time i was so excited to go ur hse.
But this time hesitate.
The feeling change.
It wasn't like it used to be.
So.. Last min plan for me agn?
Shouldn't have promised to post today.
Should have postpone this post.
So that nobody will actually read this post.
Saturday, 28 January 2012
CNY
1st day of CNY:
Erm.. being woke up quite early. Have to go temple. ~.~
Forgot that temple is kinda dusty. My whole stoking almost change to grey adi. -.-
Yea. Went there to worship my grandfather. (worship from google translate) =3
After that all of us went to my uncle hse for visiting.
Long time din go there. This time coz my cousin promised grandma to go there, so no choice then.
Angpau Angpau~ Mari mari come. XDDD
Aunty open hse as always. And invite lion dance team to her hse every year.
But every year also got ppl wan see. @@
Played comp awhile. kinda boring. ~.~
Yea! w8 for Sun Cheng balik to play blackjack. XDD
Finally, for the 1st year all the kids win his money.
Joker sia him. Always ask his wife got money pump petrol or not. XDD
Roughly like that ba. 1st day END.
2nd day:
-.-.. cant actually remember anything abt 2nd day leh.
As i know. I charge my iPod everyday in this week. @@
I think I went to family anual dinner on this day.
Those ppl i don even recognized. Juz smile and shake their hands.
Eat those food. @@
3rd day:
Gamble in aunty's hse lo.
Din go out.
Play comp.
Play iPod.
Eat and sleep.
4th day:
Leave my aunty's hse and head to Johor.
Over slept that day!
Luckily my aunt woke my up and buy me breakfast. ~.~
Pack my luggage and leave.
2 hours of journey.
Sleeping all the way in car.
Reach Johor and find for hotel. Dad din pre-book it. -.-
Yea. My hotel at Kulai, top floor of a shopping center.
Din know the hotel was.. small. ><
Its bathroom is like 4 table combine tgt. -.-
2 double bed. So have to sleep with parents and sis. -.-
Erm.. YEA! Went to a rich family hse.
Piweeet~ Super nice hse design.
They still bring us walk around the housing area.
Weeeeeee.. Electric motorcycle.

*Gila-ing*
After that went bk hotel, shower and... not sleep. Gaming. xD
Got wifi don waste it. =]
Played till 3+ and all my family members fall asleep adi. @@
5th day:
Had my dinner with few father's friends.
They speak Hakka sia. Rarely understand what they talking. -.-
Nth much.
Took 3 hours from Kulai back to KL
Went Serdang and Subang for dinner. All full hse sia. -.-
At last still got back to Toast n Noodles in Puchong. ><
Finally finish typing. Sry for w8-ing ar Alvin and Reg. =]
Next post should be able to update this weekend.
*To Be Continue*
Monday, 23 January 2012
Chinese new year!
Ok first of all. Happy CNY everyone.
Huat ar!
Enjoy 15 day of CNY~ =]
Ok la. This post is Reg ask to update. Reg u see it? =3
Haha CNY countdown in Skype agn.
This time with japanese too. XD
Everyone laughing and teasing each other. XD
All cousins do mask tgt. Haha kinda fun.
Eee din get to send wishes thru SMS and cards.
Hp no battery pula. -.-
Cards forgotten to write
My 1st angpau was here!
12.35 xD
Huat ar!
Enjoy 15 day of CNY~ =]
Ok la. This post is Reg ask to update. Reg u see it? =3
Haha CNY countdown in Skype agn.
This time with japanese too. XD
Everyone laughing and teasing each other. XD
All cousins do mask tgt. Haha kinda fun.
Eee din get to send wishes thru SMS and cards.
Hp no battery pula. -.-
Cards forgotten to write
My 1st angpau was here!
12.35 xD
Sunday, 15 January 2012
Night in the Sunway.
Din even know this outing actually go on successfully.
Thought it will end up with "cancel it"
Do my math and hsework be4 leave my hse.
Vimalan's dad fetch us go Sunway.
Wa.. Leon's iPhone got bumper! yeng! =3
Lol.. We used around 3 hour to shop, turn round and round, and brought some things.
Went in Adidas 3 times and the promoter asked us what are we finding. -.-
$100 budget.
Huh.. Quite satisfied with things we hunted.. Haha
O yea. Chatime..
Vimalan spell it as "chat time", me, Qin, Leon and Bun spell it as "Cha time"
Too bad for u dude, 1v4. =P
Ordered caramel milk tea, 50% ice. Not bad at all~
Eleh Alvin, wan rampas stamp from me. Blek~
Watch Hell Gate, omg.. din even know is horror movie. Sit in the 1st row sia.. ><
The sound so loud. All of us got diff type of expression, 2 guy laughing, 1 guy watching NBA, 2 freaking scared, and me prepared to close my ears. XDD.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
TGIF!!!
Wth.. delicious food and nice price too. ><
Ate $25 food excluding tax.. TT
Sakit sia.
Haiz, din even know u were there.
And text-ed me.
Reply 1/2 msg. And tons of words floating around my mind.
So i stopped. ><
Read ur sis fb status, cant even believe u brought a pair high heels.
U did it. =]
Thought it will end up with "cancel it"
Do my math and hsework be4 leave my hse.
Vimalan's dad fetch us go Sunway.
Wa.. Leon's iPhone got bumper! yeng! =3
Lol.. We used around 3 hour to shop, turn round and round, and brought some things.
Went in Adidas 3 times and the promoter asked us what are we finding. -.-
$100 budget.
Huh.. Quite satisfied with things we hunted.. Haha
O yea. Chatime..
Vimalan spell it as "chat time", me, Qin, Leon and Bun spell it as "Cha time"
Too bad for u dude, 1v4. =P
Ordered caramel milk tea, 50% ice. Not bad at all~
Eleh Alvin, wan rampas stamp from me. Blek~
Watch Hell Gate, omg.. din even know is horror movie. Sit in the 1st row sia.. ><
The sound so loud. All of us got diff type of expression, 2 guy laughing, 1 guy watching NBA, 2 freaking scared, and me prepared to close my ears. XDD.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
TGIF!!!
Wth.. delicious food and nice price too. ><
Ate $25 food excluding tax.. TT
Sakit sia.
Haiz, din even know u were there.
And text-ed me.
Reply 1/2 msg. And tons of words floating around my mind.
So i stopped. ><
Read ur sis fb status, cant even believe u brought a pair high heels.
U did it. =]
Sunday, 8 January 2012
Return
LOL. the title make me feels like superman return. =.=
Oh yea. Tomoro (suppose to be today, its midnight now), Charlene gonna leave Msia to Australia.
Thought we are not bestfriend, but somehow still are friend. Good luck girl. Gonna miss her. =\
It's 1st weekend after skol reopen, almost everyday i take nap in class. -.-
.... Thinking of skol, Pn. Chong gave us 2 piece of paper consist of 70 questions.
That isn't the hard one, averagely every single question have 4 sub question. Zzzz. So damn MANY!
-Stay tuned- Not complete
-Back here-
LOL.. above write about Math, now A.Math's turn. -.-
Erm.. is kinda troll today. ~.~
1st paper have 25 questions while 2nd paper consist of 22 questions.
When teacher teaching, all of us busy doing those papers.
Here comes the epic part.
After teacher finish teaching, she ask us to skip 13 questions!!
That was like FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU..
WE JUST GET TROLL~
Omg sia. All of us do the front part and teacher asked us skip it.
Luckily I done 4 questions only, poor thing for those who do until question no. 8/9. XDD
This few days i non-stop watching unitedzzz's video.
Fulamak.. srsly imba players.
And yea. I found that Japanese actually speak English in their daily life. =3
They were so relax when SB-ing. Unlike our SASEA. -.-
Erm erm.. o yea! When bkb with Qin last sat.
That sat dad went to dinner so no need go out shopping. ~.~
1 month + din play, totally can't in score a ball. -.-
And next day muscle pain. zzzzz.
Now still can feel it.
Haiz.. Alvin ar Alvin... don always call me to update blog leh. -.-
U always w8 for the interesting part only. Hope u enjoy reading ba. =\
W8 for a MSG that nvr gonna being reply.
Time still moving but yet hopes didn't reduce.
Maybe yes, u gonna feel me annoying.
But that's what I could do for now. Nth more.
I'm still a part-time stalker. Still can listen talk abt behind there. Can't actually clear but it was ur voice. Something I didn't listen for almost 1 month +.
Lost ur profile page as my Facebook page. Feel like punch myself.
Can't believe that I make it lost. Now I don have any idea how I gonna become how it use to be.
Looking u walk alone bk home.
Down those stairs. Steps by steps until u reach school gate.
Used to be side by side with u, now what i can do is juz folo from behind. Useless me. ><
Oh yea. Tomoro (suppose to be today, its midnight now), Charlene gonna leave Msia to Australia.
Thought we are not bestfriend, but somehow still are friend. Good luck girl. Gonna miss her. =\
It's 1st weekend after skol reopen, almost everyday i take nap in class. -.-
.... Thinking of skol, Pn. Chong gave us 2 piece of paper consist of 70 questions.
That isn't the hard one, averagely every single question have 4 sub question. Zzzz. So damn MANY!
-Stay tuned- Not complete
-Back here-
LOL.. above write about Math, now A.Math's turn. -.-
Erm.. is kinda troll today. ~.~
1st paper have 25 questions while 2nd paper consist of 22 questions.
When teacher teaching, all of us busy doing those papers.
Here comes the epic part.
After teacher finish teaching, she ask us to skip 13 questions!!
That was like FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU..
WE JUST GET TROLL~
Omg sia. All of us do the front part and teacher asked us skip it.
Luckily I done 4 questions only, poor thing for those who do until question no. 8/9. XDD
This few days i non-stop watching unitedzzz's video.
Fulamak.. srsly imba players.
And yea. I found that Japanese actually speak English in their daily life. =3
They were so relax when SB-ing. Unlike our SASEA. -.-
Erm erm.. o yea! When bkb with Qin last sat.
That sat dad went to dinner so no need go out shopping. ~.~
1 month + din play, totally can't in score a ball. -.-
And next day muscle pain. zzzzz.
Now still can feel it.
Haiz.. Alvin ar Alvin... don always call me to update blog leh. -.-
U always w8 for the interesting part only. Hope u enjoy reading ba. =\
W8 for a MSG that nvr gonna being reply.
Time still moving but yet hopes didn't reduce.
Maybe yes, u gonna feel me annoying.
But that's what I could do for now. Nth more.
I'm still a part-time stalker. Still can listen talk abt behind there. Can't actually clear but it was ur voice. Something I didn't listen for almost 1 month +.
Lost ur profile page as my Facebook page. Feel like punch myself.
Can't believe that I make it lost. Now I don have any idea how I gonna become how it use to be.
Looking u walk alone bk home.
Down those stairs. Steps by steps until u reach school gate.
Used to be side by side with u, now what i can do is juz folo from behind. Useless me. ><
Thursday, 5 January 2012
My internal thinking.
Delete msg for old to new.
Read all the msg that u sent to me
Miss all those moment.
Happiness is all inside.
Ended up I juz delete 10/100 msg.
Mostly is new msg.
Can't even order myself to delete those old msg.
Accidentally deleted 1 of it hurts a lot.
Claud ask me not to be stubborn
I juz cant do it.
Today was total nightmare.
Once I woke up I think abt u.
Until now too.
Tried my best to focus on my work and study.
Still fail. =\
I wish I still have the same status.
So that I can help u carry those books back to class and home.
Told myself im game over.
But still, fail to live in a single life.
Lots of thing to say, so.. To be continue?
Confirm won't forget what I wanna type! Confirm!
Read all the msg that u sent to me
Miss all those moment.
Happiness is all inside.
Ended up I juz delete 10/100 msg.
Mostly is new msg.
Can't even order myself to delete those old msg.
Accidentally deleted 1 of it hurts a lot.
Claud ask me not to be stubborn
I juz cant do it.
Today was total nightmare.
Once I woke up I think abt u.
Until now too.
Tried my best to focus on my work and study.
Still fail. =\
I wish I still have the same status.
So that I can help u carry those books back to class and home.
Told myself im game over.
But still, fail to live in a single life.
Lots of thing to say, so.. To be continue?
Confirm won't forget what I wanna type! Confirm!
Wednesday, 4 January 2012
A whole new school life.
Zzzz.. yesterday insomia till 1~2+.. not sure abt it.
Woke up today morning ard 6 and wondering why my mom woke me up so early. @@
Almost sleep bk when my mom leave my room. Luckily i din. Phew~
The car that I sit to skol have some new member. The car was so dark that i din even realise I'm in the same car with Leyi. ~.~.. 1 boy dono what's his name.. his bag like -.-... NTH inside!
Thought I reach skol very early, wow, so many of them have reached. -.-
Leon and CM reached earlier than me. ><
Dono why. I don have a good feeling abt this year Form 3. =3
Weeeeeeeeeeeee.. Leon in my class sia. So long din same class adi.
So... Miss Tan become our class teacher.
Ketua Tingkatan : WONG CHAI MING!!
P.Ketua Tingkatan : VIVIEN NG!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUU. xDDDD
CM ar CM .. wan make Leon K.T also fail till like that. XDD
Luckily i din kena any of the post. Hehehhehe.
Aiyer.. Why my 3 science teachers all same as last year. TT
BI why the hell is Pn. Miena. Im dead. ~.~
But then Moral Pn.Maslinda. (Y)
Whole day i remember we talk abt troll comic. lmao. srsly very funny. xD
And for the 1st time Bio class we so quiet. Teacher still praised us leh. ^.^
Leon, u fail origami for sure! XD
Fold wrongly tear 2 pages. LMAO!
Bring go tons of exercise book. Bring bk tonsssssssssssssssss of textbooks too. -.-
Should have learn to keep some books in the desk.
*Ignore here*
My eyes cant keep away from u.
The seat i choose is juz same as last year. Half of the reason is same as last year. Another half is I wanna lean against the wall.
I tried my best to speak out, help, and others. Still failed.
Everyone in Bio lab were so concentrate, i think im that only 1 cant.. Stupid location. ><
Althought the chances are very tiny, imma still w8 patiently.
Woke up today morning ard 6 and wondering why my mom woke me up so early. @@
Almost sleep bk when my mom leave my room. Luckily i din. Phew~
The car that I sit to skol have some new member. The car was so dark that i din even realise I'm in the same car with Leyi. ~.~.. 1 boy dono what's his name.. his bag like -.-... NTH inside!
Thought I reach skol very early, wow, so many of them have reached. -.-
Leon and CM reached earlier than me. ><
Dono why. I don have a good feeling abt this year Form 3. =3
Weeeeeeeeeeeee.. Leon in my class sia. So long din same class adi.
So... Miss Tan become our class teacher.
Ketua Tingkatan : WONG CHAI MING!!
P.Ketua Tingkatan : VIVIEN NG!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUU. xDDDD
CM ar CM .. wan make Leon K.T also fail till like that. XDD
Luckily i din kena any of the post. Hehehhehe.
Aiyer.. Why my 3 science teachers all same as last year. TT
BI why the hell is Pn. Miena. Im dead. ~.~
But then Moral Pn.Maslinda. (Y)
Whole day i remember we talk abt troll comic. lmao. srsly very funny. xD
And for the 1st time Bio class we so quiet. Teacher still praised us leh. ^.^
Leon, u fail origami for sure! XD
Fold wrongly tear 2 pages. LMAO!
Bring go tons of exercise book. Bring bk tonsssssssssssssssss of textbooks too. -.-
Should have learn to keep some books in the desk.
*Ignore here*
My eyes cant keep away from u.
The seat i choose is juz same as last year. Half of the reason is same as last year. Another half is I wanna lean against the wall.
I tried my best to speak out, help, and others. Still failed.
Everyone in Bio lab were so concentrate, i think im that only 1 cant.. Stupid location. ><
Althought the chances are very tiny, imma still w8 patiently.
Monday, 2 January 2012
Lazyness
From dono when keep telling myself to update blog, ended up FAIL!
Today doesn't feel like playing any game, so come here crap something. ~.~
Trouble Maker. *Whistle*
so long din watch their video adi.. Today qin shared it.
Nice~
Even CM also go and watched!
But then his comment...... really speechless. =\
SA server down for 12 hours.
-.-.. wan play also cant.
That time too boring adi. Maple for the whole afternoon. @@
PAPU! 30 +10 cheese used. Not bad for a low level char. =]
Most of the skol start skolling adi.
Shen mi when bk asrama, Claud start her uni project agn, and jun sleep earlier for tomoro's skol.
But im still at home. Thx to form 1 orientation day. @@
Din even prepare anything for skol. See how situation goes ba. =]
Today doesn't feel like playing any game, so come here crap something. ~.~
Trouble Maker. *Whistle*
so long din watch their video adi.. Today qin shared it.
Nice~
Even CM also go and watched!
But then his comment...... really speechless. =\
SA server down for 12 hours.
-.-.. wan play also cant.
That time too boring adi. Maple for the whole afternoon. @@
PAPU! 30 +10 cheese used. Not bad for a low level char. =]
Most of the skol start skolling adi.
Shen mi when bk asrama, Claud start her uni project agn, and jun sleep earlier for tomoro's skol.
But im still at home. Thx to form 1 orientation day. @@
Din even prepare anything for skol. See how situation goes ba. =]
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