Dono why I'm updating this time.
One stupid person come tell me he/she enjoy reading. @@
Give me the same reaction when I say abandon this thing.
This year gonna be the year that I tell most lie.
Not to others but myself.
Lie to myself about so many times.
Non-stop creating lie so that I can continue my daily life easier.
But it feels sucks when I get to know the truth.
And create another illusion just to confuse myself.
How brilliant my brain in doing such things.
Please.
Don use such eyes anymore.
If you know what I mean.
You don have to do it.
Coz I'm doing it as a full-time job.
As long as in site of view.
好人？坏人？
假坏人我做多了。
做到我麻木了。
真坏人倒是没做过。
不知道要做哪一种人。
很想做一次和最后一次的坏人。
If you saw some share pic in Facebook that full of I'm Sorry.
That's what I wanna say.
'sorry **** * **** ***'
Miserable? Shiok?
That's all.
2+3
Ciao.
Monday 18 June 2012
Wednesday 6 June 2012
5-6-2012
What can I do?
Sit like a dumb and do nth?
I know what u are trying to tell me.
But don say till so bad.
I still value her.
Thought I dono why should I.
Can't even escape a day with going thru insomnia.
Even now still the same.
Typing this in the middle of night.
Eyes open so big some more.
Head full of things.
Sometime I know abt it sometime dont.
Seems like I have prob handling my hp.
"phonephonia"?
I can't even bare to hold it in my hand.
Not even checking MSG and contacts.
同人不同命.
Not all are as supportive as some.
Thought u are.
But ended up get betray.
Maybe I just have to use to it.
Maybe u did it unintentionally, but yet still giving the same effect.
A lot more to type. But I think should be enough for now.
That's all.
... So I have to face the same situation over here.
But since here is personal.
2+3
Ciao.
Sit like a dumb and do nth?
I know what u are trying to tell me.
But don say till so bad.
I still value her.
Thought I dono why should I.
Can't even escape a day with going thru insomnia.
Even now still the same.
Typing this in the middle of night.
Eyes open so big some more.
Head full of things.
Sometime I know abt it sometime dont.
Seems like I have prob handling my hp.
"phonephonia"?
I can't even bare to hold it in my hand.
Not even checking MSG and contacts.
同人不同命.
Not all are as supportive as some.
Thought u are.
But ended up get betray.
Maybe I just have to use to it.
Maybe u did it unintentionally, but yet still giving the same effect.
A lot more to type. But I think should be enough for now.
That's all.
... So I have to face the same situation over here.
But since here is personal.
2+3
Ciao.
Sunday 3 June 2012
3-6-2012
Overslept today.
Forgot to pack my shirts for trip to hometown.
Simply take shower and pack then off to eat dim sum.
Dono why today's traffic was so jam.
Took me so long to reach Melaka.
Almost 3 hour+ @@
Went to old town coz grandma not at home.
Ish the wifi. -.-
Drinks still that exp.
Then dinner eat crab~
Not bad sia. Kinda like it.
My cousin left for me do many shirts.
Try and try.
Like doing a runway show sia. ~.~
All branded lo. G2000 and all those.
Really know how to spend money sia him.
Din get to type this on the way bk.
Everyone is awake.
So all I can do is think.
Think that why say such thing to you.
It doesn't make me feel better, instead more suffering.
I wan to see u type, speak and smile.
Every massage isn't from you.
Is from stupid celcom.
I used to text u every time on the way bk.
But I only can whole my phone in my hand and looking at it. Look at the kitty.
The last time I went old town with u.
I still remember it.
What event. Who at there. Everything still in my mind.
I still remember u are the last one to leave the restaurant. Sit in a avanza/innova (can't differentiate it)
That's all.
2+3
Ciao
Forgot to pack my shirts for trip to hometown.
Simply take shower and pack then off to eat dim sum.
Dono why today's traffic was so jam.
Took me so long to reach Melaka.
Almost 3 hour+ @@
Went to old town coz grandma not at home.
Ish the wifi. -.-
Drinks still that exp.
Then dinner eat crab~
Not bad sia. Kinda like it.
My cousin left for me do many shirts.
Try and try.
Like doing a runway show sia. ~.~
All branded lo. G2000 and all those.
Really know how to spend money sia him.
Din get to type this on the way bk.
Everyone is awake.
So all I can do is think.
Think that why say such thing to you.
It doesn't make me feel better, instead more suffering.
I wan to see u type, speak and smile.
Every massage isn't from you.
Is from stupid celcom.
I used to text u every time on the way bk.
But I only can whole my phone in my hand and looking at it. Look at the kitty.
The last time I went old town with u.
I still remember it.
What event. Who at there. Everything still in my mind.
I still remember u are the last one to leave the restaurant. Sit in a avanza/innova (can't differentiate it)
That's all.
2+3
Ciao
Friday 1 June 2012
1-6-2012
So.. I'm back.
Maybe juz awhile? I don't even know it.
Just that I have the feeling that I should type something today.
Preparing it for 1-6 blog post although it's 31-5 today.
But then.. I will post it on 12a.m
Having my exam for the whole May.
Roughly I sleep for 3 hours on weekdays.
Weekend leh.. 5 hours?
Don't ask me what i did on weekend.
Really disappointing only. -.-
Push and push myself to study.
Although I don't even what's the use of it.
Maybe juz awhile? I don't even know it.
Just that I have the feeling that I should type something today.
Preparing it for 1-6 blog post although it's 31-5 today.
But then.. I will post it on 12a.m
Having my exam for the whole May.
Roughly I sleep for 3 hours on weekdays.
Weekend leh.. 5 hours?
Don't ask me what i did on weekend.
Really disappointing only. -.-
Push and push myself to study.
Although I don't even what's the use of it.
Result won't be that good after all, din really pay attention to my papers.
And yea! stupid English paper.
Worst exam ever.. delayed exam and resit for English paper.
But there's a good part.
Demonstration or 'pemberontakan' in school for the 1st time in the history of SMK Seksyen 4.
Nice job for those who sacrifice and get caught by Mr Khoo. *Salute*
When to the undang talk on Wednesday.
IC spoil. -.-
5 hours of course.
Can see smoke rising from butt adi.
On Thursday went to redo my IC.
Guess what.. It takes 1-3 months to redo 1 stupid IC.
How am I suppose to sit for the computer test?
All of us still so happy say that wan sit on coming Wednesday.
GG ba.
If I din get good result as my parents wish, sorry then.
I couldn't concentrate on my papers.
Instead, I choose to look at 11 o'clock from my sit.
Wishing her luck more than myself on every paper.
Dumb? Maybe..
But that I did from last time.
Had became a habit.
Never thought that hols getting worse.
Morning till night.
And continue by the next day.
Still can't stop it.
I dono abt u. But this is happening to me all the time.
Of so many k-drama. I choose secret garden to watch.
The reason is I get attracted by the trailer.
The screen that show what we in.
Din manage to type finish.
So that's all for now.
2+3
Ciao.
And yea! stupid English paper.
Worst exam ever.. delayed exam and resit for English paper.
But there's a good part.
Demonstration or 'pemberontakan' in school for the 1st time in the history of SMK Seksyen 4.
Nice job for those who sacrifice and get caught by Mr Khoo. *Salute*
When to the undang talk on Wednesday.
IC spoil. -.-
5 hours of course.
Can see smoke rising from butt adi.
On Thursday went to redo my IC.
Guess what.. It takes 1-3 months to redo 1 stupid IC.
How am I suppose to sit for the computer test?
All of us still so happy say that wan sit on coming Wednesday.
GG ba.
If I din get good result as my parents wish, sorry then.
I couldn't concentrate on my papers.
Instead, I choose to look at 11 o'clock from my sit.
Wishing her luck more than myself on every paper.
Dumb? Maybe..
But that I did from last time.
Had became a habit.
Never thought that hols getting worse.
Morning till night.
And continue by the next day.
Still can't stop it.
I dono abt u. But this is happening to me all the time.
Of so many k-drama. I choose secret garden to watch.
The reason is I get attracted by the trailer.
The screen that show what we in.
Din manage to type finish.
So that's all for now.
2+3
Ciao.
Wednesday 2 May 2012
3-5-2012
Laugh to cover the sadness.
Yea it's true.
But till now I still can't manage to smile.
Miss those moment that i can actually smile without any reason.
Just like a freak smiling.
All I can do is juz look at u from far far away.
Some notice by u but mostly no.
From canteen to anjung and blok.
Pray every night.
Sacrificing my important things just for the most important person.
Important things is like kinda a lot sia.
I don even know how many I had said.
But I remember that I throw away my tourney dream.
Just for this.
Dumb perhaps.
But still worthy.
Sweet, why u no become bigger.
So that I can catch the hand instead the sweet which only use 2 fingers to catch it.
Science lab..
Putting ur hand behind..
But see no touch.
...
Dud u remember I told u abt tuck in?
If remember then u know what I wan to tell le.
Dislike celcom.
Always make me thought u reply.
Ended up always failed me.
Thx for the person who claim to be give a small support.
Srsly thank you.
Of all finally get it.
Your 'help' I dono when only I will asked. @@
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Yea it's true.
But till now I still can't manage to smile.
Miss those moment that i can actually smile without any reason.
Just like a freak smiling.
All I can do is juz look at u from far far away.
Some notice by u but mostly no.
From canteen to anjung and blok.
Pray every night.
Sacrificing my important things just for the most important person.
Important things is like kinda a lot sia.
I don even know how many I had said.
But I remember that I throw away my tourney dream.
Just for this.
Dumb perhaps.
But still worthy.
Sweet, why u no become bigger.
So that I can catch the hand instead the sweet which only use 2 fingers to catch it.
Science lab..
Putting ur hand behind..
But see no touch.
...
Dud u remember I told u abt tuck in?
If remember then u know what I wan to tell le.
Dislike celcom.
Always make me thought u reply.
Ended up always failed me.
Thx for the person who claim to be give a small support.
Srsly thank you.
Of all finally get it.
Your 'help' I dono when only I will asked. @@
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Thursday 26 April 2012
26-4-2012
It's 5 months.
Around this time.
U asked.
Dumb me go accept.
Is a hint or no?
I really blur.
Have no idea what's that abt.
Get scold without any reason.
I dono what to say.
Juz like so innocent.
But I choose to not to argue.
Less prob to face.
What I miss catch?
Instead of eraser?
What will u do?
I really hope get to see what's ur expression.
一个爱打, 一个愿挨
就是酱。
When I tell teacher let me think abt redo my bc oral.
Not that I don like bc.
Juz that...
I lose my target for bc.
No purpose for me to study for it.
The reason is with aunty.
But it's last year.
So I continued.
Spray water to my face during shower.
So that water and tears would mix up.
Making myself to believe that I'm not drop any tears.
But what's the use. After shower also the same.
Still visible.
Hope u accept it.
#prayforit
That's all
Ciao.
2+3
Around this time.
U asked.
Dumb me go accept.
Is a hint or no?
I really blur.
Have no idea what's that abt.
Get scold without any reason.
I dono what to say.
Juz like so innocent.
But I choose to not to argue.
Less prob to face.
What I miss catch?
Instead of eraser?
What will u do?
I really hope get to see what's ur expression.
一个爱打, 一个愿挨
就是酱。
When I tell teacher let me think abt redo my bc oral.
Not that I don like bc.
Juz that...
I lose my target for bc.
No purpose for me to study for it.
The reason is with aunty.
But it's last year.
So I continued.
Spray water to my face during shower.
So that water and tears would mix up.
Making myself to believe that I'm not drop any tears.
But what's the use. After shower also the same.
Still visible.
Hope u accept it.
#prayforit
That's all
Ciao.
2+3
Wednesday 25 April 2012
25-4-2012
Currently on phone with Leon.
Talking over his thing.
Asking me.. But I'm a failure.
Not even have the right to give any opinion.
All those are craps only.
Don believe it.
Btw gambateh ba.
Beginner is always better than pros. =3
When Leon ask bk me what I'm doing.
And he knew the answer and asked me agn.
I juz say yea yea.
Guess I won't need to say what's the answer.
Sometime I hope we din bang up.
But at the same time I wan it too.
U turn and move away.
But ur eyeball stays. I'm not that noob srsly.
Day by day. Waiting for the reply.
Once at twitter ME column got light, I thought was ur reply.
Click with hope and end with nth.
Actually I dwan update.
But when I check bk my traffic source
U are the only 1 checking using iPod..
I'm stunned and I feel like I at least have to post something down here in return.
Suddenly think of birthday.
Din ask for anything but a wish.
But the wish doesn't seem to be with me.
BWF that's the wish.
Did u still remember what u told me?
Try as hard as possible to......
Ps Leon for close ur hp. If not really can't type.
That's all. 2+3
Talking over his thing.
Asking me.. But I'm a failure.
Not even have the right to give any opinion.
All those are craps only.
Don believe it.
Btw gambateh ba.
Beginner is always better than pros. =3
When Leon ask bk me what I'm doing.
And he knew the answer and asked me agn.
I juz say yea yea.
Guess I won't need to say what's the answer.
Sometime I hope we din bang up.
But at the same time I wan it too.
U turn and move away.
But ur eyeball stays. I'm not that noob srsly.
Day by day. Waiting for the reply.
Once at twitter ME column got light, I thought was ur reply.
Click with hope and end with nth.
Actually I dwan update.
But when I check bk my traffic source
U are the only 1 checking using iPod..
I'm stunned and I feel like I at least have to post something down here in return.
Suddenly think of birthday.
Din ask for anything but a wish.
But the wish doesn't seem to be with me.
BWF that's the wish.
Did u still remember what u told me?
Try as hard as possible to......
Ps Leon for close ur hp. If not really can't type.
That's all. 2+3
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