1-4-2012

The day that I hope and fear the most.
Once I woke up, str8 give myself a face palm.
Can't even get out of mind.
Whole day just full of memories.

1st, others 1st I can ignore.
But not this.
Once I remind myself.
Goose bump agn.

Slept for the afternoon.
Just to stop thinking.
But still fail, it appeared in dream.

Did u say it willingly last time?
No isn't it?
Then I don get it adi.
Is like a same thing.
But diff situation.

Don afraid.
Will make sure u say it continuously.
Coz I really wan to deal with it.
Read bk what I told u.
Get things right.

It's left 30 minutes time for today to end.
But I still putting hope on decision.
Decision that will change everything bk to normal.
Decision that will make both of us never regret.
Decision that will cr8 happiness and erase awkwardness,guilty-ness away.

Just let me stay.
In it for one more time.

That's all.
Ciao.
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