14-3-2012

Aikss. Due to eye infection, can't wear lens to bkb.
But luckily I din go. Everytime I din go sure rain. =3
Stay at home whole day playing comp.
Kinda lifeless.
But good thing is got Skype lo.

Mom asked me to go for tuition.
When to tempua meridian only know that branch close adi. Zz
Have to go BK branch liao @@

Night.. Always fail to stay awake.
I think until 2+ only.
Then I fall asleep adi. @@
Lights still on and blanket still haven used.
Seems like sis didn't check my room too.

Hate myself as a stalker.
Everytime I scrolled bk to old old tweets and post.
Feel so terrible.
Looking bk all those things.
I remember the most is the pic with #iloveyou with the wafer

Almost everyday I pray.
Pray a change of decision.
But I never see any diff.
Isn't it I din pray properly or not blessed?

Yea indeed u hurt me.
But u dono the true reason.
Not the reason u always think.
It's other.

Don set ur mind with an answer.
Sometime answer could change under certain situation.
If u keep up to ur answer.
There's no way to have some changes.

If and only if I have a time machine.
Really wish that can go bk to the past and get things go right.
It's my fault for the last month.
For not contribute much in it.
Soo I'm still the 1 have to blame.

Hope for the best, prepare myself.
Impossible I can do it.

Sleep bk.
Ciao.
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