Tempting

It's early in the morning.
But then I can't get u out of my mind.
Morning nor night.
Juz a never ending thinking.
Yea. Maybe I'm dumb.
But I rela wait for u.
Coz u are so special.
One of a kind perhaps.

Promised to help u to get rid of it.
But now not given any chance.
U told me that u din think adi.
I don get it sometime.
Why can't u try it last time?
I still remember the last talk.
I realize what u told me was juz "let go" and "don w8 not worth it"
Is it ur stubbornness? Or my ridiculous thinking?

Everything u left was so beautiful.
The time u become shy and cover ur face with both hands.
Every time u become happy and high, u non-stop jumping and voice become super loud.
Ur hands are so small, but yet still able to do so many things.
And yea. Ur face is so pinch-able.
Lastly, u isn't fat. Remember that. So that don keep keep fit.

Sometime, ppl do did something without notifying others.
Yea. That's what i did.
 Many thing i din tell u. That's becoz imma preparing.
But yet din get to do so.. =\

Yea. Last time i was so excited to go ur hse.
But this time hesitate.
The feeling change.
It wasn't like it used to be.
So.. Last min plan for me agn?

Shouldn't have promised to post today.
Should have postpone this post.
So that nobody will actually read this post.