Sunday, 18 March 2012

18-3-2012

Another midnight post.
Now is 1.45...
(why I sound like news reporter @@)

Din attend to Joshua's sis 21st birthday party.
Coz lots of them I not really know them.
And parents go to weeding.
Sis and I stay at home lu.

Play comp from afternoon till now.
Zzz. Dono why so lifeless.
Not even done 1 of my hw.
Dono how I gonna finish it by this week. @@

Feel so hard sia can't spam twitter.
Have to stop for so many days.
Until that day only can respam.
Reason why leh..
Shhhh. =3

Can't believe a music award can actually make u 2 high until like this..
Each ppl shiok their idol get their award.
Too bad don have astro..
Dad dwan install that dreambox.
So no choice tarak astro..

So freaking shiok sia when my smurf app after update then can play bk adi.
But when I click bk, all my pumpkins become black colour adi. Zz
Nvm nvm.
As long as can play bk good enough adi.
Luckily I din listen to my sis to delete it and redl it. =3

Everytime I think of u..
I have to take a deep breath.
Coz wanna relax myself.
But I still fail to do so..

Actually which 1 is the true reason.
I don even know.
The song.. May refers to me.
But yet. I don get what's the action I should do.
In order to...

Haiz still will check my hp for text.
If got always check it with hope.
But as always, luck doesn't folo me.
None of it.
Bk to disappointment.

That's all.
Sweet dream.
Should be super tired adi.
Shouted for whole night.

Ciao.
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Saturday, 17 March 2012

17-3-2012

Short update here.
Coz.. erm.. actually i have to go to bed now. but then juz delay abit won't bother anything right?

aiks.. my comp screen suddenly become damn lag..
Maybe coz anti virus perforiming full scan ba.
Make me cant even play the game properly..
Skype also lagging. @@
Totally cant do anything abt it.

Today's tuition..
Cant even concentrate too.
Don even know what teacher talking for the whole class.
i know got Sin, Cos and Tan only. -.-

yea that's all ba.
No time adi..

Ciao.
2+3

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

14-3-2012

Aikss. Due to eye infection, can't wear lens to bkb.
But luckily I din go. Everytime I din go sure rain. =3
Stay at home whole day playing comp.
Kinda lifeless.
But good thing is got Skype lo.

Mom asked me to go for tuition.
When to tempua meridian only know that branch close adi. Zz
Have to go BK branch liao @@

Night.. Always fail to stay awake.
I think until 2+ only.
Then I fall asleep adi. @@
Lights still on and blanket still haven used.
Seems like sis didn't check my room too.

Hate myself as a stalker.
Everytime I scrolled bk to old old tweets and post.
Feel so terrible.
Looking bk all those things.
I remember the most is the pic with #iloveyou with the wafer

Almost everyday I pray.
Pray a change of decision.
But I never see any diff.
Isn't it I din pray properly or not blessed?

Yea indeed u hurt me.
But u dono the true reason.
Not the reason u always think.
It's other.

Don set ur mind with an answer.
Sometime answer could change under certain situation.
If u keep up to ur answer.
There's no way to have some changes.

If and only if I have a time machine.
Really wish that can go bk to the past and get things go right.
It's my fault for the last month.
For not contribute much in it.
Soo I'm still the 1 have to blame.

Hope for the best, prepare myself.
Impossible I can do it.

Sleep bk.
Ciao.
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Sunday, 11 March 2012

11-3-2012

I'm sudden lost of hope.
It's too hard for me to understand.
I still blur but nobody can open my mind.
Maybe coz I too stubborn adi.

Doesn't know the reason behind that coz me become what I am today.
I know I had change, change to a person I don even know.

A viber or a text MSG.
Means more than enough to me.
But it's so complicated.
Happy and sadness both mixed up.
Don even know what what to reply bk.

It's all my fault for fail planning.
Shouldn't have type it.
Extra like shyt.
Feeling like rolling down the cliff.
No more turning bk.

辛苦和难受一样吗?
我一直以为你会知道我怎样,但我错了。
每天的折磨,不是你害的。
是我自己笨,才变成这样。
每天张开眼睛,你就闪过我的脑海。

Sry for not talking at all at the call yest.
Isn't in any mood to talk.
Din even say goodbye be4 all of u offline.
Ps doesn't respond to any of ur joke foo.
Juz quit quiet there coz I can't even smile.

It's raining. Everyone spitting on me.
Sounds so damn stupid.
Ish. The main thing is dwan thunder.
Not I don like thunder.
Juz that... Aaa =X

Ciao
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Friday, 9 March 2012

9-3-2012

Wow. It's midnight now.
Due to yesterday scary situation, I have to update at this time. @@
Yeah! It's last day of exam~
And it's the last day and study until late night.

-.- today have meeting.
So incorrect timing.
Ruin my time and plan.
But what to do. I'm not the chairperson. ~.~
Not sure what my group gonna present in the afternoon.
Juz hope we wont get critics ba. ><

A.math ar. Never expect juz few chapter also consume that much of time.
Moral still the same. Tons of definisi.
All almost same but different.
Pls don like sejarah studied and forgot in the exam. Zzzz

Mui ar mui. I know u have ur own prob.
Remember both side also must consider. =3
But pls pls pls hlp me with that thing. U know how important to me de la. ~.~

Feel so weird study in the midnight alone.
Last time u used to stay awake with me.
Miss call u. 'the user is busy'


Continue my sleep 1st. @@
Ciao
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Tuesday, 6 March 2012

6-3-2012

Viber and study bio totally not a pair.
Almost half an hour only study 1 page.
That's massive waste of time. -.-

Not bad both of u.
At least no more shouting each other like no one in this world.
^metafora
Still remember u 2 shouting at each other it's juz like ordinary couple quarreling.
Funny yet scary. ~.~

Haiz plan ruin coz of the meeting.
Dono when I'll have the tendency to try agn.
Everyday think what should I say or tell or do to u.
Those ming ju in twitter is specially for u. Feel free to combine it and find what I wanna say.

A lot thing wanna 反问 u.
But then I scare will hurt u.
So i choose not to.

Haiz sometime really dono how to answer so question.
They asked like so not in good mood.
And I will like "should I tell the truth"
This is so scary. -.-

Bc bio and bi for tomoro.
Din study much, soooo prepare to die ba. @@

Ciao
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Monday, 5 March 2012

Promised.

Yea this post is juz for u.
Exam is juz tomoro and I'm still here update blog. @@
Dono what in thinking too, should be studying what. -.-
Aaa don care it's juz march test.

Hope I never lie to u be4, if got I apologize ba.
Sometime really dono got tell lie anot leh.
Some were joking, some was juz lie for goodness.

The purpose of these update isn't to hurt u, juz to tell u what I think, desire and wish.
Not I dwan face-to-face.
Is juz so hard!
Many reasons behind it.
The easiest and most obvious is that I can't open my mouth ba.

Tons of words wanna tell u.
But nvm nvm.
Find a day and try it.
When is it I dono lu.

Ok ba end it here.
Ciao.

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