It's 5 months.
Around this time.
U asked.
Dumb me go accept.
Is a hint or no?
I really blur.
Have no idea what's that abt.
Get scold without any reason.
I dono what to say.
Juz like so innocent.
But I choose to not to argue.
Less prob to face.
What I miss catch?
Instead of eraser?
What will u do?
I really hope get to see what's ur expression.
一个爱打, 一个愿挨
就是酱。
When I tell teacher let me think abt redo my bc oral.
Not that I don like bc.
Juz that...
I lose my target for bc.
No purpose for me to study for it.
The reason is with aunty.
But it's last year.
So I continued.
Spray water to my face during shower.
So that water and tears would mix up.
Making myself to believe that I'm not drop any tears.
But what's the use. After shower also the same.
Still visible.
Hope u accept it.
#prayforit
That's all
Ciao.
2+3
Thursday, 26 April 2012
Wednesday, 25 April 2012
25-4-2012
Currently on phone with Leon.
Talking over his thing.
Asking me.. But I'm a failure.
Not even have the right to give any opinion.
All those are craps only.
Don believe it.
Btw gambateh ba.
Beginner is always better than pros. =3
When Leon ask bk me what I'm doing.
And he knew the answer and asked me agn.
I juz say yea yea.
Guess I won't need to say what's the answer.
Sometime I hope we din bang up.
But at the same time I wan it too.
U turn and move away.
But ur eyeball stays. I'm not that noob srsly.
Day by day. Waiting for the reply.
Once at twitter ME column got light, I thought was ur reply.
Click with hope and end with nth.
Actually I dwan update.
But when I check bk my traffic source
U are the only 1 checking using iPod..
I'm stunned and I feel like I at least have to post something down here in return.
Suddenly think of birthday.
Din ask for anything but a wish.
But the wish doesn't seem to be with me.
BWF that's the wish.
Did u still remember what u told me?
Try as hard as possible to......
Ps Leon for close ur hp. If not really can't type.
That's all. 2+3
Talking over his thing.
Asking me.. But I'm a failure.
Not even have the right to give any opinion.
All those are craps only.
Don believe it.
Btw gambateh ba.
Beginner is always better than pros. =3
When Leon ask bk me what I'm doing.
And he knew the answer and asked me agn.
I juz say yea yea.
Guess I won't need to say what's the answer.
Sometime I hope we din bang up.
But at the same time I wan it too.
U turn and move away.
But ur eyeball stays. I'm not that noob srsly.
Day by day. Waiting for the reply.
Once at twitter ME column got light, I thought was ur reply.
Click with hope and end with nth.
Actually I dwan update.
But when I check bk my traffic source
U are the only 1 checking using iPod..
I'm stunned and I feel like I at least have to post something down here in return.
Suddenly think of birthday.
Din ask for anything but a wish.
But the wish doesn't seem to be with me.
BWF that's the wish.
Did u still remember what u told me?
Try as hard as possible to......
Ps Leon for close ur hp. If not really can't type.
That's all. 2+3
Wednesday, 18 April 2012
18-4-2012
I'm here agn! -.-
Never expect that much thing can write.
Whole day doing the BC oral.
Teacher give me delay it till SAT. Why Saturday..
And now teacher din reply my MSG. -.- dono tomoro how..
CS singing compy today.
Aiyer.. Aaron and wingshen ar. U 2 should get top3 one ar.
Every year the result so unexpected. Zzz
Aaron don be sad.
You still a singer in our life.
Maybe a star in the future! =3
Look at u when u changed to prefect uniform.
Srsly not use to it.
Everyone looks so diff. @@
Never expect u even tie the yellow ribbon to ur hair.
(Y)
I missed both chances today.
To grab it.
I hesistae. Dono why I do so.
I always dream abt what I should do and tell after I grab it.
But I never do it be4.
有矛盾就要解决。
This is what we learn in BC class.
And a lot more.
Forgot what are those adi.
So don run.
Come come.
Opened wide.
After the CS, saw u picking rubbish on the floor.
Those paper was so small and hard to pick up.><
Then I think of I do help sweep the floor.
But this year I have to carry tables and chairs.
Unable to do anything. =\
U know I know we both know.
There's some thing not done.
I hope my sense doesn't betray me.
Coz it always betray me in exam only.
Other than that always correct.
So this time shouldn't be wrong.
Pls.
Not sure whether u got listen the song or not.
If got then u know what I wan to say.
If no, listen it.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Never expect that much thing can write.
Whole day doing the BC oral.
Teacher give me delay it till SAT. Why Saturday..
And now teacher din reply my MSG. -.- dono tomoro how..
CS singing compy today.
Aiyer.. Aaron and wingshen ar. U 2 should get top3 one ar.
Every year the result so unexpected. Zzz
Aaron don be sad.
You still a singer in our life.
Maybe a star in the future! =3
Look at u when u changed to prefect uniform.
Srsly not use to it.
Everyone looks so diff. @@
Never expect u even tie the yellow ribbon to ur hair.
(Y)
I missed both chances today.
To grab it.
I hesistae. Dono why I do so.
I always dream abt what I should do and tell after I grab it.
But I never do it be4.
有矛盾就要解决。
This is what we learn in BC class.
And a lot more.
Forgot what are those adi.
So don run.
Come come.
Opened wide.
After the CS, saw u picking rubbish on the floor.
Those paper was so small and hard to pick up.><
Then I think of I do help sweep the floor.
But this year I have to carry tables and chairs.
Unable to do anything. =\
U know I know we both know.
There's some thing not done.
I hope my sense doesn't betray me.
Coz it always betray me in exam only.
Other than that always correct.
So this time shouldn't be wrong.
Pls.
Not sure whether u got listen the song or not.
If got then u know what I wan to say.
If no, listen it.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Tuesday, 17 April 2012
17-4-2012
Never though that I will update so so so soon. @@
I thought will be like after 1 week or so.
But since here adi, juz type lo.
Cm.. I gonna take revenge sia.
Aaaa my Chemi exercise ruined by u sia. -.-
Eh.. I forgot take my weapon to skol liao.
Tomoro morning I gonna take. Prepare ba. *evil laugh*
Look at ur hair kena tie up by other's agn.
Feel like laughing so much.
Especially when they pull up the middle part of the hair.
I almost LOL.
So damn funny.
But of coz when finish nice lo. =3
Once I reach tuition, I stunned.
'why that place?'
And Joshua used troll face looking at me.
Speechless. ==
Totally can't concentrate in Chemi class.
Eyes dwan folo my order. @@
Duh. But what can I say.
Confused with my own emotional..
Dono which one to choose.
Happy? Worry? Emo? Act like nth?
I know I'm not fully get to know every single thing.
So I wanna another chance to do it.
To make this better than it used to be.
The thing I din tell.
Next time when it's time I only tell ba.
Not really important for u.
But to me yes.
Zzz wanna use the what the Chemi teacher said.
But forgotten adi.
Aaa don care it.
I remember is like sit and stand something like that.
@@
If u know, then my point is why stay at the same place when u can exceed what u can.
Rather staying in the same place.
No reply in viber nor hp.
I know something is in ur mind.
So I will just shhh for few days.
Hope u fall asleep adi.
No good for staying late.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
I thought will be like after 1 week or so.
But since here adi, juz type lo.
Cm.. I gonna take revenge sia.
Aaaa my Chemi exercise ruined by u sia. -.-
Eh.. I forgot take my weapon to skol liao.
Tomoro morning I gonna take. Prepare ba. *evil laugh*
Look at ur hair kena tie up by other's agn.
Feel like laughing so much.
Especially when they pull up the middle part of the hair.
I almost LOL.
So damn funny.
But of coz when finish nice lo. =3
Once I reach tuition, I stunned.
'why that place?'
And Joshua used troll face looking at me.
Speechless. ==
Totally can't concentrate in Chemi class.
Eyes dwan folo my order. @@
Duh. But what can I say.
Confused with my own emotional..
Dono which one to choose.
Happy? Worry? Emo? Act like nth?
I know I'm not fully get to know every single thing.
So I wanna another chance to do it.
To make this better than it used to be.
The thing I din tell.
Next time when it's time I only tell ba.
Not really important for u.
But to me yes.
Zzz wanna use the what the Chemi teacher said.
But forgotten adi.
Aaa don care it.
I remember is like sit and stand something like that.
@@
If u know, then my point is why stay at the same place when u can exceed what u can.
Rather staying in the same place.
No reply in viber nor hp.
I know something is in ur mind.
So I will just shhh for few days.
Hope u fall asleep adi.
No good for staying late.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Saturday, 14 April 2012
16-4-2012
Boredom leads me here.
Once get twitter bk I abandon my blog. -.-..
I'm fine?
I'm never be good be4.
Nth been good after u left.
Tons of prob, unable to solve most of it.
Everyday telling myself.
It will happen, very soon.
But I don even know when and how,
Not much I can do.
Only can wait patiently.
Pray for that day to come faster.
Today morning's weather was so hot.
U turn and (indirectly facing at me) and looking at those worksheet.
I think of how I block sunlight from shine directly to u.
Using body as umbrella. @@
Was doing hw halfway.
Puff. Suddenly think of old MSG.
M***
That time I still dono what it means.
Dumb me.
Still asked and u dwanna tell.
Lastly I only get it.
Such a noob.
I din blame u for think too much.
Coz everytime u also told me abt it.
I'm not worry abt things u worry abt.
Why should you worry?
Dwan repeat.
So change it.
As simple as that.
Juz a 3 letter will do.
Here is it.
Not sure when would be the next update.
But appreciate u come here every single day.
Ciao.
2+3
Once get twitter bk I abandon my blog. -.-..
I'm fine?
I'm never be good be4.
Nth been good after u left.
Tons of prob, unable to solve most of it.
Everyday telling myself.
It will happen, very soon.
But I don even know when and how,
Not much I can do.
Only can wait patiently.
Pray for that day to come faster.
Today morning's weather was so hot.
U turn and (indirectly facing at me) and looking at those worksheet.
I think of how I block sunlight from shine directly to u.
Using body as umbrella. @@
Was doing hw halfway.
Puff. Suddenly think of old MSG.
M***
That time I still dono what it means.
Dumb me.
Still asked and u dwanna tell.
Lastly I only get it.
Such a noob.
I din blame u for think too much.
Coz everytime u also told me abt it.
I'm not worry abt things u worry abt.
Why should you worry?
Dwan repeat.
So change it.
As simple as that.
Juz a 3 letter will do.
Here is it.
Not sure when would be the next update.
But appreciate u come here every single day.
Ciao.
2+3
Tuesday, 3 April 2012
3-4-2012
1st day for my physics and chemistry tuition.
Omg.. I don even know what teacher talking.
At 1st still can concentrate, until Alvin. -.-
Non stop playing sia both of us.
The whole physics I only know E=Pt @@
Can SEA gamer grow up abit?
Pure player being accused as hacker while hacker become their best friend.
What's happening?
Speechless. =X
Yea I admit.
Jealousy arise in me.
Dono how, when and why.
Just suddenly pop up from no where.
Took a.math as tempo numb-pill.
@@
Glad that u brought u jacket.
Use it like cushion.
Looks comfy.
Eyes cant take away from u.
Even can listen the sound u make when drinking water. @@
Yea I'm sure abt what I told u.
No doubt.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Omg.. I don even know what teacher talking.
At 1st still can concentrate, until Alvin. -.-
Non stop playing sia both of us.
The whole physics I only know E=Pt @@
Can SEA gamer grow up abit?
Pure player being accused as hacker while hacker become their best friend.
What's happening?
Speechless. =X
Yea I admit.
Jealousy arise in me.
Dono how, when and why.
Just suddenly pop up from no where.
Took a.math as tempo numb-pill.
@@
Glad that u brought u jacket.
Use it like cushion.
Looks comfy.
Eyes cant take away from u.
Even can listen the sound u make when drinking water. @@
Yea I'm sure abt what I told u.
No doubt.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Sunday, 1 April 2012
1-4-2012
The day that I hope and fear the most.
Once I woke up, str8 give myself a face palm.
Can't even get out of mind.
Whole day just full of memories.
1st, others 1st I can ignore.
But not this.
Once I remind myself.
Goose bump agn.
Slept for the afternoon.
Just to stop thinking.
But still fail, it appeared in dream.
Did u say it willingly last time?
No isn't it?
Then I don get it adi.
Is like a same thing.
But diff situation.
Don afraid.
Will make sure u say it continuously.
Coz I really wan to deal with it.
Read bk what I told u.
Get things right.
It's left 30 minutes time for today to end.
But I still putting hope on decision.
Decision that will change everything bk to normal.
Decision that will make both of us never regret.
Decision that will cr8 happiness and erase awkwardness,guilty-ness away.
Just let me stay.
In it for one more time.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Once I woke up, str8 give myself a face palm.
Can't even get out of mind.
Whole day just full of memories.
1st, others 1st I can ignore.
But not this.
Once I remind myself.
Goose bump agn.
Slept for the afternoon.
Just to stop thinking.
But still fail, it appeared in dream.
Did u say it willingly last time?
No isn't it?
Then I don get it adi.
Is like a same thing.
But diff situation.
Don afraid.
Will make sure u say it continuously.
Coz I really wan to deal with it.
Read bk what I told u.
Get things right.
It's left 30 minutes time for today to end.
But I still putting hope on decision.
Decision that will change everything bk to normal.
Decision that will make both of us never regret.
Decision that will cr8 happiness and erase awkwardness,guilty-ness away.
Just let me stay.
In it for one more time.
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
31-3-2012
1st of all.
Happy birthday to u.
What I could do is juz a tweet, fb wall post and drawing only.
Not even a wish.
Din even sleep for this day.
Whole day walk around in the skol.
Sat at the corner and chat.
We like security guard, saw ppl come out from room then use torchlight to ask them go bk. #likeaboss
Sleep in the middle of tapak. Nice nice =3
3 guys in 1 group.
Thought we will fail until very funny.
But not bad leh.
Still can manage. ~.~
So pain sia my leg.
Walk also got prob. @@
Poor poor slipper.
Play game till spoilt. -.-
Manicure and pikachu face whole day. @@
Haiz... Wish so badly for the answer.
But not given.
At night, looking at the sky.
Pray, pray and pray.
But not granted any of it.
Think of last year camp.
Someone is missing.
Is u.
Can't believe u know my iPod pass.
I thought it would be forgotten.
I wan to change pass be4.
But ended up I can't change.
It brings too much thing for me.
That's why u get to unlock my iPod.
Look at u sleeping on the floor.
Do u know how much disappointment I put in myself.
For not doing anything for it.
Although I know what I can and should do.
Everytime u walk pass me.
Wanna hold u bk so badly.
Coz I dwan u to go away.
Stay..
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
Happy birthday to u.
What I could do is juz a tweet, fb wall post and drawing only.
Not even a wish.
Din even sleep for this day.
Whole day walk around in the skol.
Sat at the corner and chat.
We like security guard, saw ppl come out from room then use torchlight to ask them go bk. #likeaboss
Sleep in the middle of tapak. Nice nice =3
3 guys in 1 group.
Thought we will fail until very funny.
But not bad leh.
Still can manage. ~.~
So pain sia my leg.
Walk also got prob. @@
Poor poor slipper.
Play game till spoilt. -.-
Manicure and pikachu face whole day. @@
Haiz... Wish so badly for the answer.
But not given.
At night, looking at the sky.
Pray, pray and pray.
But not granted any of it.
Think of last year camp.
Someone is missing.
Is u.
Can't believe u know my iPod pass.
I thought it would be forgotten.
I wan to change pass be4.
But ended up I can't change.
It brings too much thing for me.
That's why u get to unlock my iPod.
Look at u sleeping on the floor.
Do u know how much disappointment I put in myself.
For not doing anything for it.
Although I know what I can and should do.
Everytime u walk pass me.
Wanna hold u bk so badly.
Coz I dwan u to go away.
Stay..
That's all.
Ciao.
2+3
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