29-3-2012

It's time for camp.
Lol msn meeting with Leon.
Discuss how many shirt we should bring, things and a lot more.
But fail webcam. -.-
Wanna learn hand language tgt de.

If u can't move on, stay pls.
Spaces are reserved for u.
No worry.

I know how awkward it feels.
When both of us doing the same thing. U know what I mean by that.
Few times in a day adi.
Some u manage to turn away but some doesn't.
I will fix it.

And yea for another u.
Parents objection doesn't mean the whole thing.
Reconsider it over agn be4 making decision that u will regret.
Good luck in that.

That's all.
Ciao.
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28-3-2012

Yest juz after I type this.
It really happens.
Too bad, maybe luckily no one see it.

Teachers seem like not really satisfied our class attitude.
Haiz. Sometimes teachers get wrong and what to do?
Students have no right against them. @@

After 1 year + din work up.
Can't actually believe I can pump 20+ time without any feeling. @@
Scouts.. Omg year.
Everyday punishment and marching @@.
But last year adi.
So juz get thru it ba.

From morning till now.
Still the same thing in my mind.
Never get to get loose.
What to do? Keep turn round and round my head.

Juz a few chat.
Short yet enough for me.
Juz like this could satisfied me.

Haiz. Almost like repeating the history.
Waking up to prepare for it.
Nvm. That's what should I pay for.
Hope I can wake up.
That's important.
Wish me luck.

That's all.
Ciao.
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27-3-2012

Thought I can handle it.
But at last still fail.
I can't control.
Almost, just so close fall out.
In front of sis.

Shouldn't have ask.
At least I still can have the sensation for few more days.

Why? Everyone telling me the same thing over and over agn.
I dwan I dwan to listen.
I wan it to be something like 'ok'

Game is no more potion for the sickness.
It's useless.
Don even have effect anymore.
Can't numb.

Hope without action equals nth.
Same to action without hope.
So I made my choice.
Thought I w8 patiently for the answer.
Don even able to convince myself.
What am I?

Really can't listen Wish You Were Here at night.
Cant take it.
Make me juz like TT

Hope u will reveal it soon.
A ******* answer for me.

That's all.
Ciao.
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25-3-2012

Aaa haven finish my essay.
Watch tv and comp more la. @@
Haiz no choice adi.
Tomoro at skol finish it.

Aiks Tuesday have to stay bk.
Luckily I haven join the tuition class.
If not 1st day the ponteng adi.

Guo Jing ar.
How my eyes can become big jek.
Mine is -.-.. Have to become O.O
Dwan lens can ma.
Damn hard leh. @@

Thought I say give u time to think.
But why am I so despo?
Nvm.
I wait till that day.
The answer given is nice.

Daydream daydream.
Also a dream.
Extract it out can?
Your smile, your action, your voice.
The truly you.

Ciao.
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Did what I asked myself to do.

After so many fail planning and so on..
I managa to TYPE it out..
As i was plannning to call.
But due to uncertain situation in the hse.
It's much more better I type it out.

24-3-2012

Dono why.
I laughed like a mad man today.
Can't control.
Maybe coz I learned that I have to be more socialize.
As I wan to be a ****** person.

Yeah! Leon change to Friday a. Math class.
Hehehehe.
Got more chance to tease u liao. =3
Remember pizza? XD

Cs camp last meeting.
Luckily we get to finish in time.
But the menu still needs teacher's help.
Camp's theme song and hand language still can memorize it completely.
But try ba. @@

Sry for being so extreme yest.
But I'm still standing on my point.
No matter how hard is it.

So near yet so far.
Now I get what it means.
Juz less than half meter from me.
Can't do anything.
And btw.
Thx for luring away.

Small hands pulled so many chairs at once.
... Don what I'm doing.
Standing there like a pole.

擦肩而过.
Not a good feeling.
Totally sux.

Have to go for Qing Ming.
So sleeping early tonite.
Ciao.
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22-3-2012

Ahhhh my bio ar.
86 become 90 and become 88.
All thx to reg. -.-

Have to stay bk tomoro.
My acting and group presentation.
Not even prepare properly.
I'm dead. @@

Everyone's online today and I can't join!
Grr nvm.
Tomoro whole night long. Hehe

21-3-2012

Ish physics get 80+
Moral 86
Why no give me A+
But nvm la. Good enough for me adi.

Lol today's drama.
Kinda epic.
Bun wanna go up the stage like a boss but unfortunately, jun e sapu his part. XD
Srsly lmao that time.

Sorry I din mean to mention ur p*****.
I know how it feel likes.
Coz I hate it too. -.-

Chat with mui..
Forgotten what we chat but what I remember is both of our eyes can't stay still.
Keep changing direction.
Lol.. We have own thing to concern abt too.
Can't concentrate. ><

When cm asked papaya to help him keep his wallet, I think bk agn.
The same thing I ask u to help me..
But now..

Heard that u complain abt the ppl who make the plastic bottle burst.
I know u don like that type of sound.
But what can I do?

Confidence.
Thing I get and now lost agn.
Never get bk it anymore.
Unless I force myself to do something I really intend to do.

Asked myself how when why what (WH)
I gave myself an answer.
But I never folo as what my answer.
Gut-less.

That's all.
Ciao.
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20-3-2012

Surprisingly, my BC mark was not bad.. 71
BI get 90 =3
Tomoro is physics and bio time.
Scary..

Haiz that's why I don like being friend's hw bk home.
Once busted then I'm dead.
Scold me non-stop.
But at least I done 2 hw today.

Sian bkb.
No form.
Shoot how also won't in.
+ Fu and S.Wei ffk. Zz

The goose bump lesser today.
But still occurs once in awhile.
The moment u pass me the paper.
I'm.. What word to fit in.
Doesn't even know what I feel.
But I know how u feel.
Just from ur eyes.

Jealousy still occurs in me.
Don even know why.
Just simply pop up.

Old folks told me don count how many pimple on face.
It will multiply.
But.. I just did. On ur face. @@
Too strong observation skill.
Zz.

Tweets that couldn't reply.
Cant retweet stuff that I wan to retweet from urs.
All the target is set.

That's all.
Ciao.
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*add on*
谈情说案 in this show.
It's almost same.
Why everytime show's is so perfect.
CAn I be just miss calculate.
Pretend infront of anyone doesn't seem easy at all.

19-3-2012

Haiz 1st day of back-to-skol life.
Top fear list, exam paper.
So my result is SUX.
Math 90
A.math 85
Chemi 74
B.Melayu 53!!!

The '53' soooo eye stretching sia.
Can't believe it.
Thought that I will get at least 60.
Teacher's comment are not relevant to the point, words and phrase used wrongly and etc.
Tomoro English paper..
I dwan get like BM
Omg BC too.
Zzz language subjects really don't fit me well.

Well, actually today is quite ok.
Until..
The komsas presentation.
The moment I suddenly felt doomed.
Dono why.
All those things flash thru my mind all in a sudden.
Almost can't take it.
That's why I juz lie on my table.
Doing nth.

Shyt myself.
For not hlping at all.
To do something that easy.
And trouble u in the penalty.

Goose bump for almost a day.
For everytime think of u.
My whole body feel freaking cold.
Psyco? Maybe..

The first comic I drew.
Sketch still with me.
The moment complete it is so proud of myself.
But.. Aaa

That's all.
Ciao.
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18-3-2012 *part2*

Can't believe.
I did it agn.
It's so early in the morning.
I was sitting on the sofa and it flow out automatically from my eye.
What I did is juz simply craft a face of urs in my brain.

Totally forgot tomoro have skol.
Not even complete 1 of my hw.
Forgotten to cut nails.
All I wan is numb, numb and numb.
Coz the day is coming.
Closer and closer.

Have a quick chat with foo.
The troll caster in my blog follower.
Yea indeed. Hard time for both of us.
We are almost same but diff case.
But I pity u more than myself.
Coz at least the 'trust' still lie on me.
My stage is like chained?
Dono how to explain to u.
See when got time I slowly explain.
And 1 more. Ignore those who spread those things.
Doesn't need to be so hard.

The 1 week limit plan.
Con or not?
Let me think 1st ba.
Dwan put pressure on anyone.

Soo hard without my twitter.
But for u.
I must control.
Without twitter juz lead me to talk.
Talk to someone that good in it.
Should I?

Busted once agn.
While I'm typing this.
As always, luck dwan me too.

End of part 2.
Ciao.
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18-3-2012

Another midnight post.
Now is 1.45...
(why I sound like news reporter @@)

Din attend to Joshua's sis 21st birthday party.
Coz lots of them I not really know them.
And parents go to weeding.
Sis and I stay at home lu.

Play comp from afternoon till now.
Zzz. Dono why so lifeless.
Not even done 1 of my hw.
Dono how I gonna finish it by this week. @@

Feel so hard sia can't spam twitter.
Have to stop for so many days.
Until that day only can respam.
Reason why leh..
Shhhh. =3

Can't believe a music award can actually make u 2 high until like this..
Each ppl shiok their idol get their award.
Too bad don have astro..
Dad dwan install that dreambox.
So no choice tarak astro..

So freaking shiok sia when my smurf app after update then can play bk adi.
But when I click bk, all my pumpkins become black colour adi. Zz
Nvm nvm.
As long as can play bk good enough adi.
Luckily I din listen to my sis to delete it and redl it. =3

Everytime I think of u..
I have to take a deep breath.
Coz wanna relax myself.
But I still fail to do so..

Actually which 1 is the true reason.
I don even know.
The song.. May refers to me.
But yet. I don get what's the action I should do.
In order to...

Haiz still will check my hp for text.
If got always check it with hope.
But as always, luck doesn't folo me.
None of it.
Bk to disappointment.

That's all.
Sweet dream.
Should be super tired adi.
Shouted for whole night.

Ciao.
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17-3-2012

Short update here.
Coz.. erm.. actually i have to go to bed now. but then juz delay abit won't bother anything right?

aiks.. my comp screen suddenly become damn lag..
Maybe coz anti virus perforiming full scan ba.
Make me cant even play the game properly..
Skype also lagging. @@
Totally cant do anything abt it.

Today's tuition..
Cant even concentrate too.
Don even know what teacher talking for the whole class.
i know got Sin, Cos and Tan only. -.-

yea that's all ba.
No time adi..

Ciao.
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14-3-2012

Aikss. Due to eye infection, can't wear lens to bkb.
But luckily I din go. Everytime I din go sure rain. =3
Stay at home whole day playing comp.
Kinda lifeless.
But good thing is got Skype lo.

Mom asked me to go for tuition.
When to tempua meridian only know that branch close adi. Zz
Have to go BK branch liao @@

Night.. Always fail to stay awake.
I think until 2+ only.
Then I fall asleep adi. @@
Lights still on and blanket still haven used.
Seems like sis didn't check my room too.

Hate myself as a stalker.
Everytime I scrolled bk to old old tweets and post.
Feel so terrible.
Looking bk all those things.
I remember the most is the pic with #iloveyou with the wafer

Almost everyday I pray.
Pray a change of decision.
But I never see any diff.
Isn't it I din pray properly or not blessed?

Yea indeed u hurt me.
But u dono the true reason.
Not the reason u always think.
It's other.

Don set ur mind with an answer.
Sometime answer could change under certain situation.
If u keep up to ur answer.
There's no way to have some changes.

If and only if I have a time machine.
Really wish that can go bk to the past and get things go right.
It's my fault for the last month.
For not contribute much in it.
Soo I'm still the 1 have to blame.

Hope for the best, prepare myself.
Impossible I can do it.

Sleep bk.
Ciao.
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11-3-2012

I'm sudden lost of hope.
It's too hard for me to understand.
I still blur but nobody can open my mind.
Maybe coz I too stubborn adi.

Doesn't know the reason behind that coz me become what I am today.
I know I had change, change to a person I don even know.

A viber or a text MSG.
Means more than enough to me.
But it's so complicated.
Happy and sadness both mixed up.
Don even know what what to reply bk.

It's all my fault for fail planning.
Shouldn't have type it.
Extra like shyt.
Feeling like rolling down the cliff.
No more turning bk.

辛苦和难受一样吗？
我一直以为你会知道我怎样，但我错了。
每天的折磨，不是你害的。
是我自己笨，才变成这样。
每天张开眼睛，你就闪过我的脑海。

Sry for not talking at all at the call yest.
Isn't in any mood to talk.
Din even say goodbye be4 all of u offline.
Ps doesn't respond to any of ur joke foo.
Juz quit quiet there coz I can't even smile.

It's raining. Everyone spitting on me.
Sounds so damn stupid.
Ish. The main thing is dwan thunder.
Not I don like thunder.
Juz that... Aaa =X

Ciao
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9-3-2012

Wow. It's midnight now.
Due to yesterday scary situation, I have to update at this time. @@
Yeah! It's last day of exam~
And it's the last day and study until late night.

-.- today have meeting.
So incorrect timing.
Ruin my time and plan.
But what to do. I'm not the chairperson. ~.~
Not sure what my group gonna present in the afternoon.
Juz hope we wont get critics ba. ><

A.math ar. Never expect juz few chapter also consume that much of time.
Moral still the same. Tons of definisi.
All almost same but different.
Pls don like sejarah studied and forgot in the exam. Zzzz

Mui ar mui. I know u have ur own prob.
Remember both side also must consider. =3
But pls pls pls hlp me with that thing. U know how important to me de la. ~.~

Feel so weird study in the midnight alone.
Last time u used to stay awake with me.
Miss call u. 'the user is busy'


Continue my sleep 1st. @@
Ciao
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6-3-2012

Viber and study bio totally not a pair.
Almost half an hour only study 1 page.
That's massive waste of time. -.-

Not bad both of u.
At least no more shouting each other like no one in this world.
^metafora
Still remember u 2 shouting at each other it's juz like ordinary couple quarreling.
Funny yet scary. ~.~

Haiz plan ruin coz of the meeting.
Dono when I'll have the tendency to try agn.
Everyday think what should I say or tell or do to u.
Those ming ju in twitter is specially for u. Feel free to combine it and find what I wanna say.

A lot thing wanna 反问 u.
But then I scare will hurt u.
So i choose not to.

Haiz sometime really dono how to answer so question.
They asked like so not in good mood.
And I will like "should I tell the truth"
This is so scary. -.-

Bc bio and bi for tomoro.
Din study much, soooo prepare to die ba. @@

Ciao
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Promised.

Yea this post is juz for u.
Exam is juz tomoro and I'm still here update blog. @@
Dono what in thinking too, should be studying what. -.-
Aaa don care it's juz march test.

Hope I never lie to u be4, if got I apologize ba.
Sometime really dono got tell lie anot leh.
Some were joking, some was juz lie for goodness.

The purpose of these update isn't to hurt u, juz to tell u what I think, desire and wish.
Not I dwan face-to-face.
Is juz so hard!
Many reasons behind it.
The easiest and most obvious is that I can't open my mouth ba.

Tons of words wanna tell u.
But nvm nvm.
Find a day and try it.
When is it I dono lu.

Ok ba end it here.
Ciao.

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