29-2-2012

Today's date happen 4 years once.
Those who were born on this date finally get their birthday after 4 long years.
^talk like a scientist. @@

I finally wake up on time and most importantly din fall asleep bk.
30 mins of study can't ever win 30 mins spend on iPod.
30 mins only read 6 pages of bio.
How am I gonna finish it?

Skol is juz all fine.
It's really awkward when both eye sight accidentally meet each other.
Not actually an accident.
If u get what I mean.

Studying physics half way.
Memories flash pass my mind.
Eyes feel more and more wet.
But holding myself.
Don wanna get ask WH questions.

Mind keep thinking what I should do after I succeed.
But that's all juz useless.
Think too far adi, prob not even get solve.
Everyday I dream abt me doing the same thing to u.
Hug. Is 1 If it.
Another 1 not gonna tell here.

Sitting in the anjung.
Wish that I'm the 1 near to u.
That I can reach ur hand and grab it.

Few day without ur tweets.
Feel so worry.
What have u done in ur hse.
Studying perhaps.

Sometime I really cant get it.
U have the intend to text me.
Have the instinct to text me.
Intend and instinct. Either 1 or both.
U still know what time I sleep. Weekend or weekday. So confirm with ur answer.

U know how much I care and waited for all these special days.
Today is one of them.
All my wishes will focus on 1 thing.

Waking up tomoro.
So ciao.

22-2-2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
Yea this post mainly for u I think.
Lol so not appreciated lo.
Early in the morning greet u and u ignore me.
Nvm nvm. U VIP of the day.
While Internet let u use till shiok shiok.
Choose restaurant of ur choice.
But then my wallet add 1 more big hole: ur present.
RM140 ar...
Ish my headset gone adi.
TT
Aiya din care la.
I don care much abt $$.
So be happy then.

One question.
Juz so powerful.
Could make me think and unable to laugh whole day.
Mysterious power it has.
But I have no answer for it.
Coz I think u tell all the answer in ur question adi.
-.-.. Dwan answer adi.

21-2-2012

I juz know.
Why u tell me so late. @@
But good for u la.
All the best. =]

Feel like shouting leave her alone.
But then I know I no longer have the right nor power to do so anymore.
Only Joshua realize it.
His eyes. Scary. ~.~

Have a chat with papaya.
Dono since when I stop doing so and continue today.
Thx ar mui.

Choose to take whose bag was a hard decision.
Internal pressure and mui's face expression.
Made choices harder to select.
Miss packing ur belongings.
Rampas ur books in lab.

Yea I'm the only person plan something and doesn't take action on it.
Believe or not depends on u.
There's a lot reason behind this.
But yea. I do plan to... U know what I mean. =\

Yea so this is the update I promised.
So.. Ciao?

As always.

Dono what's happen to me today.
Whole day not concentrating on anything.
Spin pencil fail.
Whole my worksheet also can drop of from my hand.
Pick up paper also can hit on chair.
* tsk tsk* @@

All becoz of u.
Stained in my mind.
Can't wash it away.
Perhaps is I myself dwan to clean it.
Letting it to stay there as long as possible.

Change to friendship?
I wish I can do that.
But... Dwan.
Stay like last time.

Look bk those moments.
That I can't forget.
Dumb things I did.
That would make me feel stupid.
But I din even pity myself.
Wonder why? =3

Longest pain ever received.
Can go into Maverick's book record. @@
But the hardcore is coming soon. Juz few more weeks.
Can't do anything to stop it.
So let me fry myself that day.

Confusing.

Misunderstand?
Imagination?
....
I hope so..
If not i really gonna die adi.

U girls keep say me emo when i not actually thinking anything.
After that yea. I did.

真的是要酱过日子？
不能找个两全其美的方法吗?

Sitting by the drain.
Seems so lonely.
Seems.
Not to give a 100% answer.
Coz din talk with u for so long adi.
Not sure long or not.
For me of coz long.
Conclusion : No self-confident

Used 1 hour to wake up from bed.
I wish I can continue to dream.
Dream those nice moment.
But everytime I wake up.
All I know is disappointment.
None of them happen.

Title-less

Look at u.
Not sure u realize or not.
But I think u know adi.

Your face in science lab.
Its so rare.
Ted epic.
Like it a lot.

At bus stop.
All I able to do is look at u from another bus stop.
Wanna call u to go inside.
Don get sun.
If not really become darker adi.
When u leave.
How useless I am.
Can't even take up my hand and say goodbye.

Typing without telling the the name.
Making me to guess and wonder and imagine.
Blog post or even status in facebook.
I always hope u are telling me something.
But I'm fried.
I know.

Miracle.
U put a lot of trust on it.
Me too. But none of it happen on me.
Unlucky?
Maybe yea.

The day after a DAY

"It's been so long. That i haven seen your face"
Nah.. change the last 3 words.
"put it as wallpaper"
Others maybe cant get it.
Juz u can get what i say when i mention wallpaper.
Yea. But then u din even on twitter today.
Leave my work everytime time pop up new tweets.
But none of them is urs.

Lie on playground and look at the sky.
It was so clear that not a single cloud can be spot.
I thought it would clear my mind.
But when i saw leaves dropped from trees.
Yea. Diff thinking agn.
Nth other than that.
Your face.

Valentine.

It's 2.30 in the morning.
I wake up on my own.
Before my alarm even could wake me up.
Juz to type this.

Actually I should type it yesterday night.
But then I juz have a quarrel with my parents.
This is the 1st quarrel I had after I told u I will control my temper for u.
Yea. Last time I did it.
Now without u I break it.

At Facebook there, some quotes are nice and some doesn't.
Nice means by meaningful and wish to tell it to u.
Not nice means by stupid and really freaking meaningless.
"I never know that u were so important when I know u at 1st."
^so true.

U say wanna let god make decision for u.
But u din even wanna make any different.
How god should make decision if u din even going any selection?

Yea I'm sorry for fail to guess ur iPod password.
I think u changed it adi.
But guess what.
I putting in opposite direction for mine. =3

Ignore my feeling.
Hope The word ignore can change to accept.

RT @juzvivien I know what u wan but I can't give u at the moment.
Maybe u know what I want.
But what I really want is juz purely and simply u.
Nth more than that.

当你认为你正在活在你想要的生活中
你是否想过
也许你正活在错误中。
也许我不能了解你的心情
但我能接受。
(BC not that good)

2月14日应该是愚人节
4月1日应该是情人节。
Dono where I saw it from.
I think is twitter.
Actually got 1 more explanation after every day.
But I forgot adi.
And..
Yea I'm agree with it.


U been so busy this few day.
Preparing WO valentine gift.
Yet I have no guts to order even 1 for u.
I become phobia after saw what u did to someone's present that annoyed u.
Juz a sentence.
No offense.

Last time runny nose used to have another meaning for both of us.
But now I can't say it. =X
Holding bk all the words I wanna say to u doesn't feel good at all.
Cough and sickness my u leave her?
Stay in my body will do as well.

Should be tweeting all these stuff yesterday.
But ended become a blog update.
Juz really hope I can bring chocolate for u today.
But I know it's impossible coz I don even have chocolate in my hse. ><.
Yea one last thing.
Happy valentine day say to all my friends.

Random

Srsly no idea what to post.
Boredom lead me to here.
Erm maybe it's time to crap abt my 1 whole week.

Bkb with a guy.
Dono Malay or Chinese.
Coz his shirt name raub but face looks juz like a Chinese.
Dono what prob withh him.
Play with us also play till so rough.
Still use those gangster-like eye look at us.
All of juz diam diam faster finish game and run. No wonder dare to talk.
Damn him sia.
Bang till me so pain. Some more got 1 time bang till I can't even breath properly. Zz

Yea thx Cheng the dermawan.
Juz a 1 v 1 SR match send me a trg.
Yea thx for that.
Up-ed SR 6%
And HS rate drop from 49% to 16% -.-
Haiz dono my ign will go to forum or not.
Keep kena blame as hacker. -.-
Hope won't ba. Dwan get banned coz of stupid things.

Tempting

It's early in the morning.
But then I can't get u out of my mind.
Morning nor night.
Juz a never ending thinking.
Yea. Maybe I'm dumb.
But I rela wait for u.
Coz u are so special.
One of a kind perhaps.

Promised to help u to get rid of it.
But now not given any chance.
U told me that u din think adi.
I don get it sometime.
Why can't u try it last time?
I still remember the last talk.
I realize what u told me was juz "let go" and "don w8 not worth it"
Is it ur stubbornness? Or my ridiculous thinking?

Everything u left was so beautiful.
The time u become shy and cover ur face with both hands.
Every time u become happy and high, u non-stop jumping and voice become super loud.
Ur hands are so small, but yet still able to do so many things.
And yea. Ur face is so pinch-able.
Lastly, u isn't fat. Remember that. So that don keep keep fit.

Sometime, ppl do did something without notifying others.
Yea. That's what i did.
 Many thing i din tell u. That's becoz imma preparing.
But yet din get to do so.. =\

Yea. Last time i was so excited to go ur hse.
But this time hesitate.
The feeling change.
It wasn't like it used to be.
So.. Last min plan for me agn?

Shouldn't have promised to post today.
Should have postpone this post.
So that nobody will actually read this post.